AOS ONE SHOTS

The Glimpse

Warning: Strong Language!!

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Natasha starred at the ceiling in the room. A flash of her tided down to the metal cart in the red room was a glimpse. It scared her for a moment. The it happened again when she shuffled to move. She felt stuck, her heart was racing and her breath was shallow and low. It was like the red room all over again. She began to wince as she turned on her side. She probably just pulled open a stitch on her right side as she layed and applied pressure to it..but that was the thing..she didn't apply pressure..she felt like someone else was doing it to her. Making her feel this way..She felt...

Trapped.

She heard the door open and that's when she gasped for a long air breath. The footsteps came faster and closer and she then saw the lights turn on as she shut her eyes tightly. A hand was placed on her shoulder...

It was Maria..Once she came familiar to the touch she gasped again then turned into sob as she hung onto Maria as she sat near the edge of their bed. She sobbed and sobbed until she was able to make herself let go and calm down a little bit.

"Masha..." Natasha sniffles looking up at her girlfriend. Maria cupped her face as she caressed her cheek with her thumb on her right, her left remained still. 

"Nat, you're okay...I'm here now..." She said softly too her while sccooting in front of Natasha pulling her into a cuddle/hug. "You wanna talk about it..?" Maria asked gently running her fingers through Nat's short strands of red wavy/curly hair. Nat who was sitting on Maria's lap with her legs around Maria's waist as she had her head on her shoulder and her arms around her shoulder as well. Nat muttered something underneath her breath as Maria seemed to immediately take the hint that she wasn't in the mood to talk. 

They remained in the position for about five minutes while Maria said soothing soft gentle words to her girlfriend. She seemed to be relived that she was there. She just clung onto her. Maria loved seeing this side of Natasha...but it scared her a little..When she was this person she seemed to always be more on edge than the one the avengers see everyday until night Fall, but she nevered cared who she saw or which side she saw of her, Weather it was Natasha with a straight face who is sometimes flirty, the on edge side of Natasha or even if it was Natalia the girl from the red room. She loved her for her.

No matter what side she saw of her..

"Hey, I need to turn off the lights Nat" Maria said preparing to get up. She felt body weight pull her back down in their same position. "Naaaatt." She whined playfully. Natasha let a soft giggle out

"We can sleep with the lights on." She said rolling her eyes. "Natasha." She warned in a playful voice. "Fine" She pouted prepping to scoot of Maria's Lap. She felt a pair of arms pick her up. And hold her as her legs immediately  wrapped around her waist and her arms around her neck/ shoulders. 

"Well, looks like commander hill has a soft side~" She joked as Maria walked over to the lights still holding Nat. She closed the door locking it[she locks the door because people will sometimes just barge in the room and by barge I'm looking at you Tony and Thor :| ] as she made her way back to the bed setting Nat down first then plopping next to her. 

"Masha...You're still in your uniform" Nat whined feeling the zipper touch her bare shoulder and her belt touch her waist. "Fine I'll change," She said getting up and walking over to the wardrobe. She exchanged her suit for black sweatpants and her favorite sweater. She couldn't seem to find her favorite sweater though. She searched as she felt a pair of eyes watch her looking for her sweater. She turned around to see Nat wearing it. Nat must have left it on the bed  to tease her. Now her teal sweater was taken by her girlfriend. As she was wearing just a sweater and black underwear

"Nat can I have my sweater back please.?" She asked softly, Nat looked at her straight in the eyes 

"No, it's very comfy and it smells like you." She giggled the last part snuggling into the slightly bigger sweater she was wearing. Maria plopped on the bed, slightly on top of Nat as she has her head of nat's chest. She wanted her sweater back but she had got to admit, Nat looked really cute in her sweater. She ended up just sleeping in a gray sport bra and her black sweatpants.

God Shen loved her girlfriend so much. They've been dating for two years now, and it's  been seven months since they told fury about the. Just wait until the moment came..Then everything would be perfect. She glimpsed as Nat's smile..and that was it...

She wouldn't want to spoil the surprise.