You are so Hypnotizing (Demi Lovato and Odell Beckham Jr.)

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Demi's POV

It's been a month since Odell and I called things off and to say I'm absolutely miserable is an understatement. For the first week, I didn't even get out of bed until my mom came walking in and forced me to get up and do something with myself. I was such a mess and I still am. I miss him and I miss Leilani. I just want to be back in his arms again. We haven't spoken once and that's even more difficult because even if we're not around each other, we're always communicating and It sucks to not be able to talk to him. I broke down to my mom once again, and instead of her saying something like 'I told you so' she comforted me and told me that everything will work out. Today is actually my twenty week check up, and I asked my mom to come with me. Odell knows about it because we both put the appointment in our phones so we didn't forget, but I don't know if he's going to show up. I do know that he flew back to Cleveland based on his Instagram feed. He's been posting with his friends and the team and it made me sad that he seems to be doing just fine without me.

"I can't wait to see my granddaughter." My mom says and I drift out of my thoughts and look up at her to see a smile on her face. My mom has really taken a full one eighty and it means a lot because I really needed my mom around. "You're halfway there now Demi. You excited?" She then asks and I shrug looking off to the wall. I hear her sigh as she grabs my hand and just then my doctor walks in.

"Good morning, I don't think we've met yet." My doctor says to my mom.

"I'm her mom, just decided to come in today." She answers and my doctor nods then looks down at me with a smile.

"And how are you feeling?" She asks me.

"Good. I felt some flutters last night." I say with a small smile.

"That's great! Soon you'll be feeling kicks. Now, let's take a look at this little one." She says as she drifts her attention to the machine and starts pressing some buttons. There is then a knock at the door right when she squirts the gel on my stomach and we all look over as it opens followed by a nurse and then Odell. Wait. Odell?

"Sorry I'm late. I hit some traffic on the way." He says and I can't keep my eyes off of him. I have not seen or spoken to him in the longest month of my life and now he just shows up.

"No problem. We were just about to start. Go ahead and take a seat." My doctor says in an inviting tone and he nods and gives her a smile as he sits down on the chair next to my mom. He then drifts his attention up to me and I turn the other way quickly before he can see how upset I really am about us breaking up. "Alright, now let's get started." My doctor says before placing the doppler on my stomach and moving it around. Soon, my daughter pops up on the screen and I smile at how big she's gotten. "And there she is. Looking extremely healthy, let's hear the heartbeat now." My doctor says and soon the room is filled with the loud thumping of my baby's heart.

"So everything is looking good?" I ask and she nods.

"She's looking perfect. She's moving a ton also so be ready to feel those kicks soon." She says and I smile slightly. She then measures everything and after another ten minutes or so, she wraps up the ultrasound and then leaves to go print the ultrasound pictures.

"Umm.. text me the details for the next appointment and I'll fly out again." I hear Odell say as I finish wiping my stomach and I pull my shirt down.

"Okay." I answer quietly not looking up at him.

"Okay. I'll see you next month then." He says awkwardly and I briefly look up to see him scratching his head.

"Yeah." I reply and he nods then walks out of the room. I let out a long breath as the door closes.