No one in my life has ever asked me if I was struggling. They all just assumed I was okay. I never showed any signs of being broken. I never showed any signs of the pain that I was in and the mental battle that I was going through. Everyone just saw the strong exterior I made and the amazing quirk I had and thought "He is strong. Why would he have problems, why would he be struggling with anything?" If I'm being honest that is exactly what I wanted and it worked for me. I don't need to be in their business and they don't need to be in mine.
I have only ever slipped up once. I told Midoryia how I ruined All Might. I couldn't keep it in me any longer. That was the lowest I have ever been in my life. I destroyed my idol and it was because I was weak and everyone knew it and I couldn't control myself, especially not around that damn Deku. All Might saw the whole thing and tried to console me, but it didn't work. I knew he was lying and I still know it was my fault he was destroyed. I don't know how I slipped like that, but believe me when I say that it will never, ever happen again.
My problems are my problems and I need to solve them on my own. I am not letting anyone try to help with this. It's not their problem it's mine. But maybe once I beat my inner demons, maybe then the person that I love can accept me, but just maybe.
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Enough Strength For You
Fanfiction*Completed* He had one slip and that was enough. Everything was going to keep eating away at him and nothing was going to bring it down. He couldn't forgive himself for being so weak and for all of the things he has done. He slipped up one time, but...
