Words Of Anger

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Y/n's pov

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Y/n's pov

Plopping down on my oh so familiar bed I felt at home . Daphne and Pansy chatted about their summers and ... boys.

Ugh boys , something I was so fucking sick of.

  I mean what are you supposed to do when your heart yearns for three completely different guys?

  " how about you y/n?" Daphne's voice called out breaking my thoughts , snapping my head to my friends I blushed with embarrassment.

  " sorry I zoned out , what's up?"

   " I was just asking about how you fell with the other schools staying here." Daphne reassured , sighing I looked down at my hands.

   " I uh .. I'm happy of course , just feels weird you know?"

  " yeah I understand, seeing as ..." Pansy trailed off as she stood up from her bed and walked slowly to me .

  My short haired and quite beautiful best friend began to make kissing noises as she sat next to me.

" gross! Knock it off pans" I giggle while I shoved her

  " oi! I'm just saying , you can always practice kissing with me darling." She joked , we all laughed and continued. Flirting with eachother was something we did quite a lot , heck we've even shared a few kisses here and there.

  " I can hear you giggling fools from the boys dorm." A familiar voice boomed from our door , jumping up startled I looked over to find malfoy standing in the frame with a grin.

  " ugh what now."  Pansy complained .

" I've come to talk to Y/n, now scram pug face." He spoke with a smug grin , Pansy rolled her eyes and stood up.

  "Yell for us if you need anything love" daphne softly reminded while passing me a pitiful smile and then a nasty glare to malfoy . I watched my friends leave the room , and held in a giggle while Pansy flipped Draco off before leaving the room.

  " come to apologize for you pathetic attitude malfoy?" I jeered , Draco scoffed as he closed the door behind himself.

  " please , you're smarter than that y/n/n." He mumbled as he looked around the room , messing with various things that sat on my shelf.

  " well I'd like to take my shower and settle in so if you could leave-"

  "Don't want to shower with me ?" Draco teased as he messed with a my jewelry. My mouth fell open and I found it hard to find words, due to my lack of a response he turned his head and smiled at my flustered appearance.

  " this from Cedric ?" Draco asked knowingly while holding up a necklace , rolling my eyes I stood up from my bed and made my way over to the blonde.

  "No , now if that's what you're here for I suggest you leave." I sneered while yanking my locket out of his hand . Draco stared into my eyes as he towered over me , feeling nervous I gulped

  Wow he'd gotten properly beautiful over the summer... wait y/n what the fuck are you thinking

  " why him y/n/n." He breathed in soft tone , my eyebrows raised as I sensed ... sadness?

   " Dray-"

   " don't call me that." He spat stepping away from me and turning his back to me and looking back at my things.

  " Draco I don't know why you're being like this ." I scoffed as he fixed his suit , doing anything to avoid my words.

   " draco please , can you tell me why you're being like this-" I grumbled as I grabbed his shoulders trying to turn him . I was cut off as he turned swiftly and crashed him lips into my own.

Woah


  His hand held my waist , and started to travel lower as I kissed him back

  y/n snap outta it

  " no - no you can't do that." I spoke abruptly as I pulled away and took a step back.

  " why not y/n/n ?" He questioned somewhere between hurt and angry.

   " we're best friends , and you just broke up with your girlfriend of almost a bloody year." I explained while crossing my arms , now feeling subconscious. Draco rubbed his temple frustrated .

  " you're bloody beautiful y/n but you're so fucking stupid." He chuckled in anger

    My mouth fell open at his words and my eye brows furrowed, my heart felt as if it'd been stepped on.

  " you don't mean that." I responded lowly , he looked up at me as he bite the inside of his cheek.

  " do I ? I mean you chose the filthy blood traiter , the death eater , and what fucking Blaise or Potter over me??" He spoke , his voice getting louder and louder as he stepped closer to me . I subconsciously backed away as he came close  , but it wasn't enough.

  " maybe you're just a whore y/n. Or a bloody fool." He spat lowly as he looked down on me . Tears pricked my eyes as I took in his words .

  " I think it's best if you go ." I responded quietly as I looked at the ground ,  not letting him see me Cry.

   " look at you Wyllt ." He jeered as he aggressively grabbed my face with his hand , causing me to look up at him.

  " the descendant of Merlin , crying over a few words."

  " fuck you." I sneered as he held my face , he shoved his hand down letting go of me. With that he was gone as quick as he came.

  Standing in the middle of the room I felt worse than I ever had .

  I felt truly and utterly worthless as I collapsed crying on my floor.

   " y/n?" Pansy called curiously as she rounded the corner, hearing my sobs. Stopping in the door frame she cover her mouth in shock .

  " love , what's wrong." She panicked as she rushed over and knelt down to me.

  " hold me." Was all I could say , and like the true friend she did . The smell of fresh flowers and mint over took my senses as I cried into her shoulder.

A/n:
Sooo this is written a little different than the other chapters . Lmk if you like it or not

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Also today's a big day for me , I'm one month clean from self harm . Writing and this community has really helped me so much . So if you're reading this silly authors note thanking you , truly.

 

 

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