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Chapter 13 - 𝘑𝘢𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘏𝘢𝘪 𝘒𝘺𝘢 𝘠𝘶𝘯 𝘉𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘢 ?

A/N : VERY LONG CHAPTER ALERT!!! This is the longest chapter till date and I found no way to shorten it! You might find it boring and I'm sorry about it but I want to know how you felt after reading it, because this chapter is so close to my heart, I don't know if I could do justice to Mishti's emotions as I'd never be able to understand the trauma, but I tried my best. Looking forward to your comments, Thank you.

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"Dear Bhagwan ji,

Aap Abir ke saath sach mein baat karte ho?
Abir ke Maa ke saath kaam karte ho?
Abir ke Bhai to tang karte ho?
Toh phir aap Abir ke Partner kaise ho gaye?

Haa Ajeeb Rajvansh hai, ajeeb harkatein toh karta rahega! Lekin aapko agar main bhi Partner kahu, bura toh nahi manoge haina? Abir kehta hai aapse uski purani dosti hai, aap hi ne Abir aur mujhe milaya hai, agar yeh baat hai toh aap mere bhi dost huye? Thik hai phir, aaj se aap bhi mere partner... Lekin aaj main thodi selfish ho rahi hu, waise toh mujhe aapse koi complaint nahi hai par aaj I'm sad. Koi aur baat hoti toh main Abir ko bata deti, uske paas saare problems ke liye solutions hote hain. Par aaj main usse bata bhi nahi sakti. Aap hi koi miracle kar do na Partner... Abir ko kuch bhi karke bata do ki Mishti problem mein hai, tab shayad woh kuch samajh jaye. Waise toh badi badi Shayariya gaata rehta hain, meri har baat samajh leta hain, lekin pata nahi kyun, do din se mujhse acche se baat nahi kar raha, thoda gussa bhi kar raha hai! Kya ho gaya usse Partner? Please uski saari pareshaaniyan mita dena. Aur usse meri aur se I Love You bhi bol dena... Aapko toh pata hi hai na yeh, lekin woh kabhi kabhi nahi samajhta, aap kuch bhi miracle karke samjha do toh shayad acche se samajh jaye? Waise hi jaise miracle karke aapne mujhe samjhaya tha ki I love Abir, toh aap bhi usse bata do.. Okay bye.. Kal baat karte hain.. Good night partner.. Good night Abir..."

ख्वाब दे दो, या साथ दे दो !
मिल सको तो आके जवाब दे दो..

Abir wiped his face but was unable to stop the tears. Today, after 5/6 years he read Mishti's diary, the diary he mistakenly took from Mishti one day in school and never returned. Eventually this diary made no sense to him and he left it in Rajkot. Now he is reading it again, some things did not make sense then, but right now it's making so much sense!

It's been two days since doctors announced Mishti to develop symptoms of panic disorder again and Abir considers himself to be the trigger to break Mishti. Since he came to know what happened to her, he was sure of being equally at fault but he could never imagine his mere presence can affect his Angry Chorni in a manner that her recovering strength will brutally collapse this way.

Abir stood up, if he wanted to heal Mishti, he had to know where she stands.

2 Days Back

(At the hospital)

As doctors were examining Mishti, Abir noticed a familiar face.

Dr. Anita Shah! Is Dr. Anita handling Mishti's case?

Abir went running to her, "Hello Anita Ma'am, I'm.. I'm Abir. Can you recall me? Abir Rajvnsh. Mishti.. Mishti, are you treating her?" Abir completed in a breath.

Dr. Anita was confused at first but soon she recognized Abir. She used to work as the counselor of the school where Mishti and Abir studied. And she was the therapist of Mishti after she was diagnosed with PTSD. Abir and Mishti - how can Anita forget them!

"Ma'am, Mishti.. Mishti is there... She.. I don't know how.. But she was running, breathing hard... And became unconscious. She... Is she alright.." Abir was choking.

"Yes Abir, let me check her first then we shall talk."

(Later that day)

"I didn't expect you to meet under such circumstances Abir, but now I think this is important. You've already learned what exactly Mishti went through, didn't you? As her therapist today I want to share some things with you." Dr. Anita said.