Past

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Adulthood
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Hurt...

What am I doing here? I know for a fact that he'll just push me away. Again. I don't know why I always find myself on his front door, either waiting for him to arrive or asking him to open the door. Why?

I need answers. Everything was fine the day before. We were happily enjoying our date and a girl passed by which made him silent for the rest of our date.

The next day he broke up with me. He said that he never loved me,that he just played with me. No reasons,no answers to my questions,he just left.

I visited him again today. His neighbour recognised me and said that he didn't live there anymore. I didn't care, I have lots of connections.

I can find him after one call. But I felt my heart crack or something like that. His neighbour added that he saw a girl with him. I thanked his former neighbour and went home.

Am I not lovable? What did I do wrong? Was I not good enough for him? I contacted his friend, Khai to look for him. And after a few hours,I knew his location.

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Pain....

My heart's getting weaker now. I went to his place and he just shooed me away. I saw the girl we saw on our last date. She was clinging on his left arm.

Who was she anyway? Alicia Kheng. I had her background checked,nothing was special about her. She's a rich spoiler brat. She was his first love,she left him before because she moved on to another country.

They promised to be loyal to each other. That they'll wait. He waited though while making me his time past. What a joy!

I went to him again the next week. The gardener of that placesaid that the couple-gross- moved to another place. Luckily,the gardener knews where they moved and I gleefully thanked the gardener.

Their place was too far from the city. It was a one hour drive from there. I knocked at his front door,it wasn't him this time. It was the girl. She politely greeted me and asked to come in.

She said he's still at work. She asked so many questions,from my name to the most personal and private detail of my life. Then she asked me why she always sees me. Why do I always follow them. Why I know where they are.

Of course! I liked. I didn't want to ruin a relationship that ruined mine. Im not that bad. I didn't want to get even. I just wanted to know his reasons.I told her that I was a close friend of his,that I'm his colleague.

A little while later,he arrived and the girl greeted him with a hug and a kiss but he didn't react at all. He just stood there. Eyes glued on me.

For a split second I saw pain and regret visible in his eyes. What was that? A second later he pulled me off my chair and flung me outside.

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Anger....

I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of dealing with all this bullshit. I'm tired of being rejected. I stood up,ran to him,hugged him then I kissed him passionately.

I don't give a fuck about the girl, whether she's looking or not. I wasf shocked at first,for he kissed me back and pulled me closer. It was a long kiss. I almost lost my breath.

A few moments later I stood up straight,and slapped him. I didn't know what to do anymore. I'm done. I left without a word. You'll regret everything you did to me. You don't know what a guy like me is capable of when I'm hurt. Not yet.

I brought their appartment for a prize of 250k,money can get you anywhere. After that, I demolished their house which caused them to move. Again.

I had access to his credit cards for he allowed me to,I froze all his credit cards and I didn't let him access to it. What? I own those stuffs. Made those even. I make him loose his job. I don't fucking care anymore.

Blame the person who smashed this heart and replaced it with a stone.

This.

This is for the goddamn five years you wasted,you idiot.

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Disgust...

Being part of a relationship is ok. Not being a part of it is better. After that incident I booked the first flight to Paris to continue my work there. I needed some time to think. To relax and such. I was acting like a dog back then. And I'll change that when I'll get back.

Three years passed. Those years of being a good boy were over. I'm now a model slash fashion critic and I own hospitals,resorts and fashion houses. My connection widened and I'm the next person after the president.

Single? Yes. Ready to mingle? Not yet. Not until I get what I want.

My secretary told me that I have 15 meetings for this day. Tech. Nothing important except for one. There's this guy who kept on bugging me since last month.

He wanted me to invest in his company for it was facing bankruptcy. What am I,his saviour? Maybe he could just sell that company and not make it my other business. Secretary told me that I have a lunch date with him. To end all this shit,I have to put an end. Oh well--I'll just say it to him face to face.

I was running late..30minutes late. Welp—no biggie. Not my problem anyway. At least I made it--aight? There I saw a familiar figure sitting alone,checking on his watch for every damn second.

I guess this is....him.

I was right about the familiar part. Unluckily,this here's him. We shook hands as a greeting,not minding his still shocked look plastered over his face. I sat down. I still have 5 meetings awaiting in my schedule.

"Are you just gonna stand there and wait for miracles to happen or what? Look,honey,I'm a busy person and I still have 5meetings to attend." After I said that he went back to his senses,sat down and discussed about his business deal.

Which I didn't even give a damn about,I'm not even listening! It was lame! Office work. Lots and lots of office work was involved in his business. Fuck boring. Ew.

I cut him off."I'm sorry but I'm afraid that I'll turn down your offer. Your business I not interesting at.all. I mean—who the bloody hell would work in an office? I know I won't. For the fact that I hate words. It was really not nice to see you on this pleasent day. So goodbye and don't you dare let me see that sickening face off yours. Ever again."

With that, I grabbed my bag and walked out of the place. I still heard him shouting out my name,asking me why I changed,that I wasn't like this before.

Dear,what he said sure made me smile. Honey, I didn't change for nothing. I changed for the better. Better for me and for everyone else.

What I felt towards him is just disgust. No hurt,pain or anger. Just plain disgust.

I. JUST. HATE. RUDY!


















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