Y/N POV
After work we went to my apartment. Steve drive his motorcycle there and I drove my car. He insisted that he would come with, In case Mason was still their. When we arrived he wasn't there, But a photo of us was smashed with a blood smear on it. I quickly shoved it underneath a pillow, trying to hide it from Steve. I didn't want him to flip out at the sight of that. I didn't even know what I was thinking at this moment. This was a weird behaviour for Mason, He was never ever like this. So I'm thinking jealousy started getting the better of him. We started to pack up my things. I asked him to start packing my books and knick knacks on my shelf. I started with my photos and I stared at photo of me and my mom. With my sister beside behind us.
I missed them, I haven't seen them in 5 years. We had a huge fallout after they found out I was going to be a journalist instead of a lawyer. Like they wanted me to be. My mother kicked me out and my sister, Kate. Did nothing about it, I haven't talked to them since. Well look at me now. I work for shield and I am dating Captain America. I was still mad at them do what they did to me though. Helping me with my powers and than just kicking me to the curb. Like I was nothing to them. As I was in my train of thought, I heard Steve pipe up behind me.
"Hey you okay?" I shook my head and turned to him and smiled. He was leaning in the door way, looking worried.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I placed the photo in the box and started grabbing more.
"Your not, I can tell." He sighed. I tensed up and slowly turned to him again.
"I'm totally fine Steve." I faked smiled. He walked over to me and grabbed my face, gently.
"I can see it your eyes. Something is off about you." He sighed and traced my face. Damn he was good. I don't think I could ever hide my feelings from him.
"Fine." I sighed. We sat down on my bed and I turned to him.
"It's just, I haven't seen my family in 5 years. We had a fight about me being a journalist. When they wanted me to be a lawyer. My and mom and sister are both Lawyers. So they put that pressure on me. They kicked me out and Mason..." It was even hard to say his name. I took a very deep broken breath.
"He took me in and than this is where I lived for 5 years." His body looked uncomfortable with what I just told him. This is why I don't like sharing my emotions with people.
"Uh..." Was all he could say. I stood up with the intention to go clean out my closet. His hand quickly grabbed my arm, gently. Knowing I was still scared of being touched like that.
"I'm sorry that happened to you." He sighed. I moved so my eyes met his.
"That's not cool they did that to you." I continued to look at him. His eyes looking so apologetic.
"Steve it's fine, There was nothing you could anyway." I giggled.
"I know, But I still feel like I could have done something." He looked down in shame. Why was he feeling so bad about this. He didn't even know I existed. I moved over to him and sat down on his lap, straddling his hips. He looked at me shocked and than a slight smile appeared on his face.
"You didn't know I existed until a week ago." I laughed. It was weird having feelings for a dude I just met and know I'm dating him. What a turn of events.
"But I'm glad I met you now. You make me much more happy everyday. I thank you for that." I smiled.
"You make me wanna get out of bed in the morning, knowing I can go to work and see the most beautiful, kind, caring girl in the world. Also that I get to call her mine." He winked. My whole body filled with butterflies. A feeling I've never felt, yet I loved it so much. I felt as light as air, yet I felt I could sink at any moment. He leaned in slightly and I got the idea and pressed the back of his head so our lips would touch. We kissed each other passionately and I smiled in our kiss. He pulled away first and had such a beautiful smile on his face.
"Thank you for everything Steve."
"Your welcome Y/N. I would do anything for you. I just want you to be okay." I gave him one more peck on his lips and got off of him.
"I would do anything for you as well." I winked2 hours later
We finished packing and bringing stuff to his apartment. His place was so much better than what I was living in. It was about double the size and just beautiful. How me and Mason lived in this shit hole of an apartment for 5 years. It amazes me. By the time we finished it it was eleven thirty. We were both exhausted and tired by the time we got back to his place, well technically our place. That was a weird thing to think about. I changed into shorts and a tank top, wearing a sports bra underneath. I was not that comfortable yet. Even though we have slept together. I thought it was still a little weird. He walked out his bathroom with a tank top on and a pair of sweats.
"Hey, If you aren't comfortable sleeping in the same bed. I can sleep on the couch." I said.
"Don't be ridiculous, Of course I'm comfortable with you my bed." He chuckled at I'm guessing the utter nonsense he just heard. In my mind I was freaking out so much. I was doing my best to hold my composure as I slipped into the bed. He slowly climbed in and we both kind of laid there awkwardly. I hated this, i wanted his touch. I decided to take action into my own hands. I scooted to him and rested my head on his chest. His body tensed up underneath me.
"Steve relax." I smiled and I planted my arm on his chest. He was still very hesitant until I slowly felt his hand creep up my body. Gripping onto my waist and yanking me until my leg draped over his legs. He kissed my forehead lightly, like a feather kiss. My eyes started to flutter close.
"Goodnight Y/N, Sweet dreams."
"Goodnight Steve." I smiled.
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I fell In love with the Captain (Steve x Reader)
FanficYou are a college student not really having your life fully figured out. With your best friend Mason as your side. You want to find love, But it's never come easy as it did for your friends. But one day when you get something from the agency shield...