katy | l.h

eighteen

2 months later

without even realising it

until now, i guess

he taught me a lot of things

and showed me how love

is just an illusion and

what we think we know about love

is all a lie

and it's not all good

but it's not all bad either, but

the reality of it is that

we are all just in love,

with the idea of love.

love, love, love,

what is it even good for?

it makes you feel whole

for a short space of time

but in an instant

it can make you feel

empty and hollow,

like the flowers entwined

with your rib cages are

no longer there but somehow

you still cannot breathe

because the person who

made you feel whole is no longer

there,

and the delusional thing

is that we still hope that

one day,

they'll come back.

but he taught me something

that i didn't even realise

until now,

love is just an illusion,

and i am just a lonely soul

that is in love with the idea of

being in love,

and somewhere out there

someone is feeling the same way too,

and maybe one day we will meet

and we'll be just right for each other.

This is just a short filler, so I'll be doing a double update which will be up in a few hours.

However, there's only two chapters and the epilogue left of this, and now i'm sad bc I really enjoyed writing this story... but, I'm gonna be writing the next book in this series, which is called 'janie' and will be posted the same day as the epilogue for this :D