Reason To Live [COMPLETED]

Reason To Live

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TW:
Suicide
Self Harm
Depression

Sorry this story can't stay happy for too long. It's my depresso espresso.

Also there is minor Gon x Kite stuff. Nothing much just one kiss and like hardly anything else at all. Most of it can just be passed off as friend stuff. No I don't ship Gon and Kite.
At all.

"My name'th Gon!" A little Gon, about seven, grins in front of his daycare class. There's all sorts of ages, from three years old to thirteen.

During recess, Gon plays in the sandbox, trying to make a castle.

"Need some help with that?" A thin boy with white hair asks.

Gon grins. Maybe he'll make his first friend! "Yeah! You wanna play with me?"

The boy shrugs. "Sure. I'm Kite, by the way. I'm nine."

Gon grins. "I'm Gon! And I'm theven!"

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Seven Years Later

"Kite!" Gon giggled. "Hey! Wait up!"

Kite looked back at him and smirked. "Oh come onnnn, Gon!" He teased.

Gon groaned. Damn your long legs!

Kite stopped, and Gon finally caught up. Kite had brought him to a beautiful little pond, surrounded in forestry, with one larger tree in the middle. Gon's awestruck.

"Pretty sweet, huh?" Kite smirked, nudging Gon with his elbow.

Gon smiled, and looked up into Kite's eyes. Realizing Kite is too tall for him to surprise kiss him, Gon pouted. "Why are you so tall?! You're only two years older than me."

Kite laughed, sitting down on the forest grounds. "Better?" He grinned.

Gon rolls his eyes, sitting in Kite's lap. He tilted his head back into Kite's shoulder and their lips met. Kite's arms wrap around Gon's waist and Gon's arms reach over his head to wrap around Kite's neck.

"I love you." Gon said.

"I love you, too." Kite kissed him once more.

"Kite?" Gon asked.

"Mhm?"

"When you graduate in a couple years, what'll you do next?"

Kite thought for a moment. "Hm... I'll probably live in my car and travel around. Though I don't think I'll get started right away."

"Why's that?"

"Well I'd wait for you, of course." Kite smirked at Gon.

Gon blushed. "Y-you'd wait for me?"

"Well duh." Kite scoffed. "Whether you like it or not."

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"Kite what are you- Kite!" Gon rushed to his boyfriend's side, smacking the blade out of his hand. Kite's eyes widened, realizing he forgot to lock the door.

"Ah." Kite looks away. "S-sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? Why... why were you doing this?" Gon asked, tears threatened to spill out as he looked at the newly made cuts.