WinterFlame (Bucky x Reader)

Party

In this universe, Steve and Bucky can get drunk.

Y/N POV
"Okay well to get this party started we are doing SHOTS!" Nat yelled excitedly. She yanked me away from Bucky. Sam and Bucky quickly followed behind us. We got to the bar and Nat began talking to the bartender.
"Four wait..." She looked back and Steve was walking up to the bar as well." Five tequila shots!" She smiled. He placed all the shot glasses down and filled them up. We each grabbed a glass and stood in a circle.
"To Y/N!" Bucky yelled
"To Y/N!" Everyone else said.
"To me!" I laughed and we all tanked back our shots.
"WHOO HOO!" Sam yelled and did a little jump of excitement.
"Damn it." I huffed and coughed.
"You good?" Bucky laughed.
"Yeah." I giggled. The music started going hard and we were all dancing. Bucky spinning me around playfully and Wanda joined us later with Vision. Who was kind of awkward, But I didn't care. I was having way to much fun.
All night we were tanking back shots. We were all getting so drunk and I loved it. I have seen Nat and Clint drunk, but no one else. I was excited to see what type of drunk Bucky was going to be. I knew I became quite confident, which could be good or could make a mess tonight.
Right now I was holding a mojito, doing my best not to spill it as we danced. I was starting to feel very confident and took it on Bucky. I was swaying my hips right in front of him and grabbed the back of his neck.
"You know yo...your mine right?" I asked.
He just laughed and drank his beer.
"Answer me!" I mumbled
"Yes I do know." He smiled. I kissed him and almost fell over. Luckily Nat caught me who also very drunk.
"I'm having so much fun!" I yelled
"Same here girl!" Nat yelled it as well as she made me do a spin, making me spill my drink.
"Nat." I smiled and sighed.
It was about one in the morning when the party started to calm down and around two in the morning. All the Avengers just remained along with Maria hill.
"We should play truth or dare?" Scott said drunkenly.
"Yeah!" Clint said.
"Okay who's first?" I asked
"How about Nat." Tony said.
"Okay fine, Steve Truth or dare?" We all turned to Steve and he smiled cheekily. I figured out he was a shy, yet cocky drunk. Bucky and Sam were goofy drunk. Me, Nat and Wanda were confident drunk and everyone else seemed just drunk. Nothing else nothing more.
"I choose Truth."
"Who's your crush?" She grinned.
"Peggy, You all know that." He mumbled and took a sip of his scotch.
"Alright Y/N. truth or dare?" He grinned. I turned to look at him and smiled.
"Dare." I would usually only pick truth, But alcohol takes a little bit of control.
"I dare you to kiss someone other than Bucky." He gave a smug look.
"Seriously dude." I sighed.
"Yeah."
"It's fine...Go kiss someone." Bucky nudged me forward.
"Really Bucky, Your fine with this?"
"Yeah." He chuckled. I knew he actually wouldn't be, But a drunk Bucky I couldn't argued with.
"On the lips?" I asked. Steve nodded his head. I had no idea who I was gonna kiss. I mean Sam wouldn't be bad, Neither would Steve. Oh boy I was gonna get teased for this in the future. I walked over to Sam and took a deep breath. He looked at me in Shock. I gave him a kick peck to his lips and quickly wiped my lips.
"YASSSSS!" Everyone yelled.
"Let's go Y/N!" Clint yelled. Bucky stood up and grabbed my waist and yanked me away.
"She's mine." He huffed.
"Alright Scott, Truth or dare?"
"Dare." He smiled.
"Give a lap dance to a person of your choice, but Hope is off limits. If that's okay? I smirked and turned to them sitting on the couch. Hope just looked at me in shock and started laughing.
"It's fine." She laughed. Scott stood up and walked over to night.
"I'm sorry Nat." He chuckled and started giving her a lap dance. One of the most un sexual thing ever on the planet. I was loosing my shit and everyone else had a look of embarrassment on their face. Nat just looked terrified as Scott looked so embarrassed. After about a minute he stopped much to Nat's happiness.
"How was it?" Bruce asked
"Um. Your terrible." She smiled. We all laughed and I took a sip of my beer. We continued to play truth or dare until three in the morning rolled around.
"Bucky should we..." He was passed out on the couch.
"Bed." I finished saying. I began to try to lift him and he was full dead weight. I was struggling so much to pick him up. Steve came next to me.
"Do you need som help?" He chuckled.
"Yes please!" I sighed in relief. He pulled him up and we each put one of his arms on each of our shoulders. Me and Steve brought him to his bed and plopped him down on the bed. Steve walked out of the room and I undressed Bucky. Trying to make sure he stays asleep. I covered him with a blanket and kissed his forehead.
"Goodnight Bucky, I love you." I walked out of his room and Steve was still standing thereZ.
"Hey, Y/N Can I actually talk to you?" He crossed his arms.
"Um yeah sure." I said confused. What would he want to talk about, was it him making me kiss some one. Because I thought that was flipping hilarious. We walked down the hallway  back to the living room. We sat down on the couch and he had a look of pain in his eyes.
"Steve what's wrong? If it's about the dare, Don't worry about it." I giggled.
"It's not that. It's....it's about when I had to choose between you to at the building." He frowned. My heart sank to my feet and I could feels my eyes getting watery.
"Steve it's okay, We're both alive." I smiled and placed a hand on his shoulder for comfort.
"I know. But still, I almost killed my best friend as you begged me not to. I felt so broken in those moment knowing one of friends is gonna die and it's gonna be my fault. But after I said my goodbyes to Bucky, I had a bit of comfort letting go of that string. Knowing he wants me to. Does that make sense?" He asked. I just nodded my head.
"So than when you yanked the string out of my hand and there was nothing we could do to stop you. I felt my heat being ripped out of chest and knowing that Bucky wanted to die, but I just let you die. Would crush him and might ruin our friendship." He sighed and frowned.
I had no idea Steve felt this way, That he had so much guilt inside of him. I mean I should've known. Having to choose who lives or dies, is not easy and I feel bad for a pure man like Steve to go through that.
"Steve, I'm so sorry." I sighed.
"It's alright, Like you said before your both alive." He smiled.
"Yeah, But you shouldn't carry that much emotional baggage. It's not healthy."
He just sighed. "I get it Y/N, But you can't blame me for having these feelings about it."
"No, I'm not saying. "Oh just get over it" I'm just saying start thinking on the bright side of things a little bit more than the negative." I smiled.
"Alright." Steve chuckled. I pulled Steve into a hug and it was a nice gentle, warm hug. I could sense that he needed one.
"Well Steve we can talk more In the morning, but I have to go to bed. Goodnight." I smiled
"Goodnight Y/N." He smiled. I walked back into my room and slipped off my dress. I put on pyjamas. I scurried back to Bucky's room and cuddled up to next to him.
I still can't believe it.
I'm an Avenger