A lot of things happen behind closed doors, and even more things go on in closed minds. Yoongi is forced to wear a fake smile during interviews and music shows. His past self is haunting him from time to time even though he is getting more successful with his band members. They know his struggles and try to help him. Trigger warnings Suicidal thoughts Self harm Eating disorders Anxiety Swearing There might be some side ships throughout this book. Don't read if you are triggered by the above and also if you don't like boyxboy and angst don't read