Jimin was not ok. his whole life he struggled with depression, but for the past year, everything had gotten worse. he couldn't sleep, instead, he stayed up all night tortured by his thoughts and attempting to distract himself with pain. ever since what happened at the night of their 100 million views celebration party for boy with love, tension grew between Jimin and jungkook. Jimin wanted to avoid him at all cost, so ashamed of what he did and scared that he would ruin their friendship together, while jungkook wanted to get closer after the incident sparked something he didn't know he had inside of them. jungkook invites him to vacation with him again, and as the two travel together in japan what was supposed to be a fun relaxing trip turns dark quickly. (TW!!! Graphic self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and actions, slight internalized homophobia) 22,054 words