One Week

Part 12

Matt locked the door and sat on the bed.

He slammed his two hands on his leg asking me to sit on his laps.

I sat on his laps and he kissed my lips again.

I pull away ..

" Jenn I know there is nothing in between us but, what's wrong?

I look down.

" Matthew .. I am pregnant.. "

He immediately stood up causing me to fall off his laps.

" You're having a baby! From me?!! Jenn! That's the best news I've heard. "

I stood up and he grabbed my hand.

" Sorry I'm way to excited. " he said helping me up.

" Matthew.. I am having a kid not one. Two! They are both baby girls. "

" Yes! I'm so happy! "

He pulled up my shirt and kissed my stomach.

" Matt! No! "

He frowns.

" Sorry I have to make you feel good now and on, sorry! Tell me if you need anything! I need to comfort you. "

I look down.

" They are Cameron's.. " I yell down.

" WHAT THE HELL? "

" Matt! No please don't freak out! "

He clenched his jaw together and made his hands, fists.

" Well! When did this happened??? " he yelled at me

" The night before VIP. He went to my room, tied me onto the bed and raped me. I don't know if he used protection. "

" WELL HE FUCKEN DID NOT!! "

he yelled louder.

" I'm sorry. I tried screaming your name but he tied my mouth too! I woke up and didn't feel good enough. "

" Is that why you left in the morning when we were eating breakfast? "

I nod.

" Well why didn't you tell me?!! " he screamed out.

" I didn't know until now! "

" No! That he raped you! "

I looked at his eyes.

They are the beautiful brown I know. He's hurt.

His eyes full of water and his breathing cutting every time.

" I was scared. " I said.

" I need to leave. " he stood up and went to the elevator.

" Where are you going?? " I ask

" Cameron, I'm going to kill him! "

The elevator door closes and I need to catch my love

I took the stairs.

I run down the stairs and thinking,

I lost,

My one and only friend

My soulmate

The only guy that had a gut to ask me out

My love,

Matthew Lee Espinosa

I get down and walk towards the dinner avenue. I knew they would be there.

Matthew is grabbing hold of Cameron's shirt on the neck. He has a fist pointing towards him and Shawn, Jack & Jack, and Carter are trying to separate them.

I run up to them and stand in front of Cameron.

" Stop! Its my fault! " I felt dizzy.

I feel someone grab my shoulders and pull me away.

I turn around and see Nash.

" Matthew wouldn't want to see you get hurt. Please stay away, its just Matt getting mad with everything. "

" You don't understand! I'm pregnant! Cameron and I had a relationship the night before VIP! He raped me! I'm having twins! "

Nash propped his eyes out.

" Wow, slam those breaks! How- when when did this all happen?? "

I close my eyes, darkness I see.

I collapsed onto the ground.

My babies.

" C-cameron.. " I yell as loud.

I felt a tight grip in me.

Just take care of my babies.