Reality Sucks || Book 1

Chapter 42

I woke up in Dylan's hotel room, I didn't have enough sleep last night, I was all up thinking of Riley. I barely had at least 3 hours of sleep.
"Morning bruh." Dylan walked into the living room acting all hyper.
I groaned and rubbed my eyes.
"What's wrong?" He sat in a chair next to the couch.
"I have a massive head ache." I didn't feel good, I had a horrible headache and I'm so fucking tired.
"Well, I'm gonna go get ready, you should too." Dylan got up and informed me, then went into the bedroom.
I got up quickly which cause me get alittle dizzy.
I walked to my suitcase and opened it.
I put on some shorts and a blue t shirt with some flat shoes.
I went into the restroom and see Dylan taking a shower.
"Uh sorry dude." I kinda covered my eyes.
"It's fine dude were guys, I'm pretty sure we have dicks." Dylan chuckled.
I walked over to the sink to fix my hair and brush my teeth.
Dylan suddenly started talking to me.
"What's up with Riley? I heard screaming last night." Dylan asked as he got out of the shower putting on the towel around his waste.
"Uh, I don't know what your talking about." I shrugged without looking.
"Okay not my business, um well I'll meet you down at the cafeteria in the lobby for some breakfast." Dyl hit my arm and I nodded.
I walked out to grab my keys, wallet, and phone then head out. While I was walking to the elevators I almost fell but Thomas catches me.
"Are you okay?" Thomas asked me while he was holding my shoulder.
"Yeah I'm good, just alittle dizzy that's all." I swallowed and chuckled nervously.
We got on the elevator and head down to the lobby.
When we finally got to the first floor we stepped off the elevator and head to the cafeteria.
I see Robbie, Ella, Desmond, and R-riley.
I walked at her for moment, I could tell she has been crying all night, she had red cheeks and dry skin around it, Ella was sitting with her as I was sitting with the guys.
"What's up with Riley?" Robbie looked at me.
"We had a a f-fight last night." I stuttered, I was tired as fuck, I wanted to sleep for the rest of my life.
"You look tired son." when Desmond touched my shoulder I flinched.
"What are you talking about?" I laughed nervously.
"No seriously your acting weird right now." Thomas joined the convo.
"No, I'm fine let's just forget." I snapped.
"Calm down." Dylan joined us, sitting down with us.
I'm fucking tired, I want go back in the couch and sleep all day.
We ordered our food and everything and it was time for us to leave.
"Bye Rob." Ella gave Robbie a kiss and everything, I was standing here like a loner.
I see Riley getting on the elevator, when the doors was closing she looked at me serious.
"Bye Jax." Ella did not give me a smile or anything just a plan goodbye. I clearly didn't do anything, Andrea is a fucking slut and she's desperate for love or sex, whatever she wants but it can't be me.
"Jax let's go, we'll meet chu there." Dylan hit my arm.
"Yeah yeah, I meet yall at the set." I lazily nodded.
Robbie made a face at me, I'm confused, tired and fucking upset.
I slowly walked outside to my car, Riley threw my keys at me when I walking out on her.
I started the car and drove to the set with the guys.
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I got out of the car and walked to the guys and took a deep, I started seeing dots or whatever.
I did my thing and everything.
/Riley's p.o.v/
What the fuck is wrong with Jax. Why did he fucking let that slut kiss him.
I was crying, because what if he was telling the truth, I wanted him so badly, I wanted to cuddle with him and tell him that I love him or whatever. He did not look so well this morning, he looked tired and exhausted, I felt sorry for him.
Suddenly someone interrupted my thoughts by knocking on the door.
I got up and quickly wipe my tears away, then swing the door open.
"Are you okay?" Ella pulled me in for a hug.
I started crying crazy again.
"I want him." I whimpered as Ella held my shoulders.
"I feel sorry for you guys." Ella nodded.
I covered my face and walked to the couch and sat down with Ella.
"Why would he ever cheat on you?" Ella asked me.
"I don't know, I thought he loved me.
"Everyone loves you of course, your really nice and funny." she smiled at me, which calmed me down alittle.
"Thank, I'm so lonely already." I looked down.
"Don't worry, I'm here if you need me." she pulled my chin up.
"Thank you." I hugged her.
/Jaxon's p.o.v/
After we did our acting and movie or whatever, I was packing up and ready to leave but Andrea of course blocked me.
"Miss me?" Her smirk disgusted me, I was ready to puke or something.
"You slut." I was very mad but I held it back, I felt weak and tired.
"What's your problem, can't we have some fun?" She started twirling her fingers on my chest.
I hit her arm away from me.
"Your a fucking whore!" I yelled at her and ran out to my car and drove to the hotel.
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I got out of the car and walked into the building to the elevators.
I got off the elevator and walked to Dylan's room, while I was walking I stumbled onto the ground.
I groaned, I was lazy to get up, I'm exhausted and weak.
"Jesus, you okay?" Dylan came and helped me up.
"Yeah, I-I'm good, maybe I could use a nap." I stuttered.
Dylan helped into his room and laid me into his bed.
"Just rest alright." Dylan looked at me.
"Yeah thanks." I smiled alittle.
"I'll tell everybody your not feeling well." he hit my leg and left me alone.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and sleep.
/Riley's p.o.v/
When I was coming back to the hotel from a store I went with Ella I saw Jax laying on the ground, I felt sorry, but I didn't help him, I should have, why am I torturing him or is it me.
God what's wrong with me! I grabbed my hair.
Almost immediately someone started knocking on the door.
I got off the floor and wipe my tears then open the door.
It was Dylan.
"Yes?" I looked at him into his eyes.
"Um, have you been crying?" He asked.
"I'm fine, where's Jax?" I lied, I felt horrible.
"Oh yeah about that, he doesn't feel well." he put his hands in his pockets.
I started crying, why am I a wuss, he doesn't feel well no big deal but I couldn't help it.
I slowly got closer to Dylan and hugged him.
"Uh okay." he wrapped his arms around to comfort me.
/Jax's p.o.v/
I woke up and I realize it was 7 pm, I got out of the bed and went to the bathroom.
I had a great nap, I felt so much better.
I turned on the water in the shower.
I took off my clothes and joined the nice warm water.
After taking a shower I put on some jeans and a blue plaid shirt, with some blue flats.
I walked out and see Dylan come out of Riley's room.
I rushed to him and pushed him against the wall.
"What did you do?" I growled at him.
"She was crying about you, I stayed with her to make her happy." I could tell he was afraid of me.
"Thanks." I let go of him.
"No prob, where are you going?" He asked.
"Somewhere." I told him.
I looked at Riley's door.
"Be safe." he hit my arms.
I got on the elevator and rode down to the lobby.
I got off and walked out side.
I called for a cab and got in.
"Where to?"
"To a pharmacy store." I told him, I didn't know where I was going or doing. I'm lost, I feel horrible, I think I'm over reacting or something.
While I was riding, a car hit us on the side of the car where me and the driver is sitting, I hit my head so hard and my leg, fuck.
/:/
The last thing I remember was getting hit by a car. I had fucking pain on my left leg and my head is like full of dynamite.
I slowly opened my eyes, I realized we're in the taxi.
I see the drivers head on the steer.
"Sir?" I shook him behind the seat.
I groaned.
I looked at my leg, it was stuck, the door was jammed and a metal part was holding my leg. I looked around, I see people on their phones calling for the ambulance or calling for help.
"Help!" My voice was hoarse.
I felt blood dripping on my head.
"Oh shit, I'll get you out of there." a man said to me as he was taking the driver out, I think he was dead.
I groaned with pain.
I think my leg is fucking broken, and my head, I wanted someone to kill me, it was painful.
"Here I'll open the door." the man suddenly opened the door and more fucking pain came on my leg.
"Fuck!" I let out a scream.
"Oh god I'm sorry." the man touched me.
I couldn't take the pain, I blacked out.