Reality Sucks || Book 1

Chapter 93

|Few months later|
^^Miko now above^^

It's been awhile in prison. I have made some friends. I'm kinda the boss here of all prisoners because I'm tough and I don't like to be bother.
It's been almost like 3 months and I'm enjoying it here. All I do here is eat disgusting food, exercise, and sleep. I don't do jobs and stuff because I'm famous and all that shit.
Right now I'm doing 100 pull ups which was easy because I'm stronger and tougher now and I'm kinda happy and sad at the same time. I don't exactly know how I feel now.
"Peters, let's go. Your leaving. Pack your stuff." a police officer told me. I jumped down off of the bar then stretch out a bit.
"Who got me out?" I asked the officer. No reply. I sigh and walked inside to my cell.
I have a cell mate named Damon who killed some people and he jokes a lot some jokes that are not appropriate but I love his jokes.
I started stuffing my bag with my stuff then put on a fresh outfit that community gave me before I leave.
"Hey, are you back to your sexual life?" I heard Damon behind, I laughed and looked at him. He is around his 30s and he has black hair with blue eyes.
"Yeah, I'll be here any more."
"All shit." he jumped off the bunk bed and came up next to me.
"Can you please get me out?" He begged me. I paused and looked into his blue eyes.
"Maybe." I grinned and hit his shoulder.
"Peters, let's go!" The police officer yelled at me. I frowned and shook Damon's hand. I walked pass the officer and waited for him then follow him.
Every guy in their cells kept cheering for me for my freedom.
"Alright, here's your phone license and your watch." the officer handed me my personal belongings.
I nodded at him and opened the door to see who freed me from jail.
I slowly opened the door and see her.
"Riley." I said under my breath. She is right there right in front of me, letting some tears out of her eyes.
I walked up closer and looked into her beautiful eyes.
I placed my hand on her cheek
She was speechless and a little afraid of me.
"Thank you." I whispered. Riley gave me a little smile, and I hugged her, because I did so many bad things in my life.
I know was filthy and everything, I also almost have a beard, my facial hair was growing pretty fast.
"Let's go home." Riley smiled and walked out as I followed her.
We got to her car where Miko is a little full grown in the car, he looked big and happy.
I got in the car, so did Riley.
We stayed silent all the way till we got to the apartment.
We got out of the car including Miko who knows where to go.
I followed Riley to the door.
"Jaxon, Kade is there. Um, can you not freak him out or anything please?" Riley kindly asked. I nodded and agreed.
Riley opened the door and let Miko in first, then Riley, and finally me.
I looked around, nothing changed that much.
I spotted Kade on the couch, when he saw me he quickly got off the couch.
He swallowed loudly. Wow this is awkward. I look really bad and smell bad too.
"Well, I'm I'm gonna go take a shower and do a fresh start." I blurt out to avoid awkwardness. The two nodded as I walked up the stairs to Kade's room. I walked into his bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked bad and terrible, also smell bad. I sigh and turned on the shower then strip the awful clothes I wore today. I joined the hot fresh shower, each I hadn't had for long. I felt much better.
I got out of the shower feeling fresh and clean. I walked over to the sick and picked up the bottle of cream. I put some on my face and started shaving, one at time.
I felt my smooth chin, it felt much better.
I fixed my hair too. I felt much better. I went into Kade's room and borrowed his Nike shorts and shirt, also his tennis shoes.
I walked out of the room and hear talking downstairs.
I knew they were talking about me, they talking about how to deal with me. I've done the most terrible thing. I closed my eyes and thought about something.
"Jax, what do you need?" I heard Kevin in my thoughts.
"I want them to forgive me and forget about what happen. I want to be a good man again." I asked and sighed.
"Good luck." I hear him fade away.
"Hey Jax you okay?" Kade touched my shoulder and I backed away.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I nodded and purse my lips as I walked by him and went down stairs.
I looked around and spotted the couch. I felt like everything was forgotten but that one Christmas night, was the worse because I get nightmares of it every night.
I sat on the couch next to Riley, not too close.
She looked at me awkwardly.
I took a deep breath, trying not to do something weird.
"Jax would you like to go out to dinner with me? Kinda clear our thoughts." Kade admitted and I looked at him.
"Yeah, sure." I nodded and I got off the couch.
"Well Riley if I don't come back before 10 pm, call the cops." Kade whispered to Riley. I sighed like that was ridiculous because I'm not that dangerous anymore, it was a bad night.
"Come on let's go." I smiled a little and walked out the door with Kade. We got into his car and drove to cheddars where we agreed to go.
We got a table and waited to be served.
"Alright,im gonna be server, what would you like to drink?" The waitress asked us.
"Coke please." I let out and continued to look at the menu.
"Um, sprite. Thanks." Kade smiled at the waitress as she walked off.
"Kade, I'm sorry okay." I snapped to he his attention. He paused and stared at me, thinking for a moment.
He shrugged, he has no idea what to do.
I purse my lips and nodded.
The waitress came with our drinks.
"Heres your drinks." she gave us a warm smile and gave our drinks.
We thanked her and stuff.
"Alright whatcha want to eat?" She asked us, I let Kade ordered his first then me.
"I have some ribs and some fries, or whatever. Thanks." I smiled and gave her our menu.
She walked off.
"You know what you did on Christmas was fucked up. I broke my collarbone and wisdom pain." he confessed to me. I chuckled and looked in the eye.
"I've been through enough pain, have you had that pain that goes on and on, well. I'm used to it, I have scars all over me, gun shots, accidents, and torture scars. Do you have any?" I explained, he froze in shock and thought about it.
"Exactly, your fine. Your life is not that bad and your lucky. I'm not, I've been through hell. Sometimes I wish I'm dead, but I can't die." I let out. He just realized that I've been through so much and he didn't. It felt great to let it all out. I've been through torture, gun shots, fights, experiences and accidents. It sucks really bad, sometimes I feel like I have no good moments at all.
"Um. Sorry." his voice broke up alittle. I shook my head as the waitress came with our food.
"I hope you are." I looked up to him.