Reality Sucks || Book 1

Chapter 86

After that lunch with Jax I thought we could stay in a hotel for one night while we wait for Kade to be release from the hospital.
"Here we are, the people of this hotel said there's only one bed each hotel room, so we have to share or I can sleep on the couch." Jaxon offered me and I thought about it.
"We'll share the bed." I let out, I want someone in bed with me to snuggled or cuddle with each other, I don't know.
"Okay, well I'll let you settle in while I'll go get us sodas from the soda machine down the hall." he said awkwardly and walked out leaving me in the room.
I groaned in frustration, I want him so badly. I don't care if he did something or anything, I just want him. I can't stand being mad at him.
"Alright, I got Mountain Dew and dr pepper, which one do you want?" I heard Jaxon coming in, I walked out of the small bedroom and spotted him holding the two drinks.
"Neither." I walked up to him, almost touching each other.
"Well, I can get you some mo-" I kissed him violently, making him dropping the drinks and back up against the wall. He traveled his hands up under my shirt like a snake, a nice smooth snake.
He picked me up and carried me into the bedroom and push me on the bed. I could feel his lower body touching against me. I started to unbuckle his belt while I let him take off my clothes.
I kissed him passionately after our clothes have been torn off.
I'm so glad we're doing this now, I have forgotten about Kade.
I winced as he put it in. he started out slowly then harder and harder. I moaned loudly as he groaned. God I missed doing this, it's been a long time.

^^Hours later^^

After that moment, I didn't feel good, I felt guilty for doing that. I started to put on my clothes till Jaxon woke up.
"Hey, where you going?" He asked, I started to break down.
"Woa woa what's wrong." he stood closer to me and place his hand on my shoulder.
I shook my head and started to cry more. I didn't know what to do and who to love, I just can't be in the middle, I hate it.
"Help me." I whimpered and hugged Jaxon.
"Your okay, I'm right here." He whispered into my ear, we cuddled and I let Jaxon rock me, I know I'm a young woman but I needed it anyway.
I finally calmed down and closed my eyes. I snuggled into Jaxon's chest and slept.

^^Jaxon's p.o.v^^

I don't know what happen but Riley broke down and said help me. What does she need help on? What was she crying about? Anyways I thought I could go to the hospital and see Kade and ask him about Riley's break down earlier.
I just got the hospital and heading to his room right now.
I knocked on his door and hear him say come in.
I opened the and came in, Kade jumped alittle because I had beaten his ass a few days ago.
"Hey, it's all good." I rose my hand at him, to keep him calm.
"Where's Riley?" He questioned me as I sat on the couch near him.
"Yeah about that, you see she broke down earlier, do you have any idea why?" I asked him, he stood there thinking about it.
"I don't know, is she okay?" He looked at me.
"Yeah she's at a hotel, but." I replied and paused.
"What?" He furrowed his brows acting confused.
"I'm gonna have to leave her." I sighed with relief after letting it out.
"What why?" He was confused, he had no idea what's happening. I'm gonna do what's best for Riley, I can tell that she's struggling to pick me or Kade.
"Look I'm gonna take all my stuff and leave, I need you to take care of Riley, protect her from anything. Can you do that for me?" I got off the couch and stood near the bed with Kade in it.
"Wait, what about football, what about college?" He started asking me questions, I ignored them and started to walk to the door and pause.
"Take care of her." I noted and left.
I rushed out of the hospital and called a cab and rode to the hotel.

"Riley?" I opened the door and walked in.
I spot Riley on the couch as she looked back and see me.
"Hey." she got up and hugged me, but I didn't hug her.
"What's the matter?" She let go and looked at me.
"I'm leaving." I answered.
"Wait why?" She asked me, I see the water in her eyes.
"It's for the best." I sighed, and looked at the ground.
"What no, you can't leave!" The tears in her eyes finally let out.
"Why not!" I yelled back. I feel bad but it's for the best.
"Because I love you!" She screamed.
"Then stop loving me!" I yelled back harshly.
"I can't!" She screamed back at and fell into silence.
"Bye Riley." I mumbled, grabbing my stuff and left without looking back.

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I feel really bad, I'm sorry.
That quote at the end was from vampire diaries between Elena and Damon, saddest part.
Don't worry they will see each other again...in a few months or years, idk we'll see:|
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