Reality Sucks || Book 1

Payback Chapter 33

"What no!" She jerked me away.
"What?" I was confused.
"I'm not gonna hurt him." she crossed her arms.
"But he hurt my friend!" I yelled at her.
She started to cry again.
"No, don't cry I'm sorry." I hugged her again.
"Don't worry." I looked at her and wiped her tears away.
"Well I got to go." I grabbed my pants and put them on, then walked into her parents room. I looked through her dad's shirts.
"Can I borrow this?" I found a small shirt.
"Yeah sure." she stood in the doorway.
I quickly put on the shirt and walked out beside her.
"Where are you going?" She called out.
"Ryan's" I told her as I drove away.
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I drove into his driveway, I noticed his car and that's it, I think parents are out or something.
I opened the glove box and grabbed the gun, yes I had a gun in there for protection.
I put the gun in my pants on my back. I walked to the door and rang the bell.
Suddenly Randy opened the door drunk.
"Sup dude." he drank whiskey from the bottle.
"Oh it's you." he tried to swing at me but he missed so he fell in the grass.
I pulled out the gun and pointed at him.
"Why'd you try to kill Kevin." I asked him for real.
"Cause, whoa shit, nice gun." he turned around and saw the gun.
"Are you stupid!" I spit at him.
"No, your stupid so why don't you get the hell outta here." he was fucking wasted but I wanted to shoot him.
"You should be in hell." I pulled the trigger, and a loud noise popped. Ryan's body rest on the ground with a hole in a face.
"What?" I looked at the gun, oh god what have I done?
"No, Jesus!" I threw the gun and fell on the ground, I stumbled backwards.
I see. Riley's car pulling in and getting out.
"What the fuck! Oh My God!" She started sobbing uncontrollably.
I ran for the gun and point it at my head.
"I'm sorry." I started crying.
"Wait no Jax." she sniffled.
I was ready to pull the trigger but I wasn't ready.
I threw the gun and stumbled on the ground. I started to cry.
"I'm sorry!" I yelled. I couldn't see because my eyes were watery.
"No Jax I forgive you." she ran to me for a hug. I knew she was lying. I could hear her pick up the gun.
"I'm so sorry." she whimpered.
Before she pulled the trigger, i nudged the gun and almost hit my head but it hit my skin, so close to my ears.
"AHHH!" My ears were ringing loudly, my head was on fucking fire, it was burning as hell.
Blood started to drip on my left side of my head.
"Jax, oh my god, I don't know what to do." her words were fading away and I fell on the ground again, blacked out, shit.

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I started to wake up with pain on my left side on my head. I slowly opened my eyes and see that I am in a hospital.
The last think I remember was I was with Riley and I s-shot Ryan.
"Anyone there?" I shut my eyes tight from the burning on my head.
"Yeah, I'm here." A familiar voice said, I could not hear well because of the gunshot.
I opened my eyes and see Zoe sitting in a chair in the corner.
"Did you kno-" she stopped me.
"Yes, I know what happen, Riley told me." she nod.
"Where mom an-"
"Downtown, I told them that you said goodbye." she looked at me.
"You should've not done that." she started to relax in the chair.
"Where's Kevin or Riley?" I asked.
"Kevin is still in surgery stitching up his neck, it was pretty bad and removing the knife too, and Riley I don't exactly know." Zoe shrugged at me. I don't exactly know?.
"Am I good to go?" I asked.
"Yeah, I signed your papers, no charges." she nod, she's the most wonderful sister to have.
"Thanks." I grinned.
I carefully got out of bed and touched my wound.
"Doc said that it was deep when something cut your head so he had to stitch it up." I could feel the stitches.
"Yeah." I walked out with her.
"I gotta cancel my movie." I groaned.
"If you want?" Zoe grabbed my arm, I was kinda dizzy, and I was kinda having trouble to walk right.
We walked out into my car.
She helped me into the seat.
"Thanks how'd-" I thanked her as she got in.
"Riley came and got me with you passed out." Zoe drove away.
/:/
Zoe drove in our driveway. I got out, the dizziness started to wear off when we left the hospital. I walked inside into my room.
"I'm gonna go to the store, want some ice cream?!" Zoe screamed from the other room.
"Sure!" I yelled back as she left.
When went to the bathroom, I see Riley sitting in the tub crying.
"Riley?" I looked at her, she was filthy with dirt all over her and red cheeks from crying.
I ran to her and help her out of the tub.
"I'm sorry!" She started to yell, it was a faintly sound to me.
"I'm okay." I hugged her.
"It's not your fault." I whispered in her ear.
"I'm sorry." she mumbled while crying in my arms.
"You look dirty, let's take a shower together." I held her shoulders to look at her body, lots of dirt all over her.
"Alright." she sniffled.
We took our clothes off and stepped into the warm water.
I stood behind her and wrapped my arms around her.
/:/
"I need a new shirt." she mumbled.
"What?" I couldn't hear her.
"A new shirt." she talked a little louder.
"Oh, here." I gave her an over size sweatshirt.
"Thanks." she smiled, putting the shirt on.
She was wearing leggings and a adorable over size sweatshirt.
"I think my sister is here." I grabbed her hand and walked out.
We see Zoe putting the groceries on the table.
"Oh hey Riley." she paused and looked at us.
"Are you guys dating?" She smiled putting the cold stuff away.
"Yeah." I grabbed Riley's hips and kissed her.
"Get another room." Zoe grinned.
"Alright, sorry." I stopped.
"Here's you ice cream." Zoe tossed me my chocolate ice cream my favorite.
"Here why don't you start I gotta call somebody." I gave my ice cream to Riley which started taking bites of it. I walked to my room, picked up my phone and called Trevor my manager.
"Sup dude." he answered.
"I need to rearrange the movie."
"What happen?"
"I almost got shot, it hit my skin of my head and I can't hear real good."
"Oh shit, sure I let you know if we can change it, I'll call you back."
"Thanks."
"No problem." I hung up.
I walked out a see the girls are comfy on the couch about to watch The Maze Runner, with my best bud Dylan O'brien, I normally can't see him because he is crazy busy.
I hopped in the couch beside Riley.
I wrapped my arm around Ri.
It was probably like 10 pm.
When we got to the part where 'Chuck gets shot', but Riley fell asleep in my arms.
Zoe fell asleep too.
I laid my head on top of Riley's and fall asleep.