Reality Sucks || Book 1

Chapter 92

|Jaxon's memories|
All I see is light and I realized I was my old school when I was kid. I looked around, I chuckled at the crafts that I did as a kid and Kevin's...I walked to my old classroom and I walked in. I see all the kids including me and Kevin's.
I see my old teacher. I see me and Kevin talking to each other. I chuckle because we were so young.
I walked out and notice the bully's and Derrick my enemy. God he was a jerk to me when I was young.
I walked over to him, of course he can't see me.
"Hey asshole." I chuckled and started cussing at him even when he can't hear or see me. I loved it.
I pushed him on the ground and it worked. He looked around to see who did that.
He panicked and ran away. I started laughing at him.
"Hey Jaxon." I heard Kevin behind. I turned around and noticed him standing there smiling at me. I can see him. He's not my memory he's here right now.
"Dude, I missed you." I couldn't help to hug him.
"Yeah me too. I watch you everyday. I wish I could be there." he admitted. I nodded and covered my mouth to keep me from crying. I missed Kevin, he's been my best bud.
"Sweet kids of us." he joked and laughed with him.
"Am I dead?" I asked him, he frowned.
"Not yet. You have a few minutes till you come back to reality." he explained and purse lips feeling sad.
"Come on, let's go to the next memory." he grabbed my shoulder and opened the door for me. I walked through, it felt like I was flying through the air for a second, like time traveling. I looked around, I was at the ice cream shop where my dad killed a guy.
I looked at my mom who is holding my hand and holding a carriage with Zoe in it. I walked over to Zoe, I looked how tiny she was, I smiled.
"Hi Zoe." I whispered and she giggled like she heard me.
"Evan!" My mom screamed and ran over to Evan who is choking the ice cream guy with his apron. that's where I first saw someone died right in front of me who is killed by my other father.
"Bad? I know." Kevin touched my shoulder and I looked at him.
"Jaxon, it's time to go." Kevin smiled like he was happy for me.
"What? No, I need you." I shook my head, I see tears from his eyes.
"Sorry bud, I can't. I need you to take care of the people around you,
I believe in you. Think of me okay?" He looked me into the eyes."Do you understand?" He asked me. I swallowed and nodded.
"Be a good man, Jaxon. Take care of Riley." he smiled and hugged me. When he hugged me, the memories flooded to me since I was born.
After through out the memories till the end I saw the bright light.
I couldn't breath, suddenly everything went dark.
I gasp for air and suddenly opened my eyes. I looked around, I see medics and nurses all over me.
I breathed for air. I looked around and started crying, I wanted to go back. I couldn't take my life. There is so much for me and it's too much. I'm in pain, I have emotions all over me. I wanted to go back and be with Kevin. All I hear is muffle voices going on. I felt a sting on the side of my stomach.
"Stop!" I yelled furiously. Everyone froze and glared at me like I was crazy.
"I'm fucking done, alright!" I screamed loudly. I got off the bed and took out the bullet on my own, it may hurt like hell, but I'm fucking used to it! I've been through much and I can't take it.
"Sir, I need to-"
"No!" I yelled at the women and she stood back.
"I'm going to leave and I'm gonna live." I said and walked out.
I noticed Riley, but ignored her. I just continued walking, I walked out with blood on my jeans and no shirt with a wound on my side.
Riley screamed for me, but I ignored her. I walked walking to the bar. I walked in and walked to the bar.
"Give me your best." I growled at the guy and he got on to it.
Riley rushed in and ran to me.
"Jaxon! Are you okay?" She questioned me, I grabbed a liquor bottle and drank out of it.
"Uh sir-"
"Shut the fuck up." I made eye contact with the employee. He looked scare, I like it.
"Jaxon, what's wrong with you!" She screamed at me and I sighed.
"I'm fine, I have unfinished business to do." I mumbled then walked out with the bottle liquor.
I stepped into the rode and blocked on of the car.
The car honked at me, I ignored that too then walked to the driver. I opened the door and pulled him out.
"What the fuck are you doing!" The guy yelled at me.
"Give your goddamn sock and I'll give your car back later." I growled at him as he nodded and quickly took off his sock and hand it to me. I entered the car and drove to the factory where I hope Kade is.

|Factory|

I quickly got out of the car with a lighter, a bottle of liquor, and a sock. I wrapped the sock on to the bottle then turn it up side down to the the liquor on the sock. I set the bottle on the car then walked in. Yes it is snowing outside, I don't care.
I rushed inside and looked around.
"Oh who look who's back." I heard that stupid voice again.
I looked up and noticed he is upstairs. I quickly got upstairs facing to Kade with a knife in his hand.
I walked towards him without a doubt. He threw the knife which dug into my shoulder. I paused and smiled at him and he was scared.
I pulled the knife out of my shoulder with no doubt. I didn't care. I threw the knife over the railing.
"Your turn." I smiled at him.
He tried to run but I grabbed his shirt, and put him near the railing.
"Oh god, please. I'm sorry, please forgive me. Please." He begged, without a second. I threw him off. He fell 10 ft and probably broke his collarbone.
I started laughing while he screamed into pain. I walked down the steps looking at him.
"Oh god, please. It hurts." he whimpered, trying to get up. He couldn't.
"This is what you deserve." I spit at him and left him in the building. I grabbed the liquor with the soaking sock on on it.
I flicked the lighter and lit the sock. I threw the bottle at the building suddenly the fire spread. I sat on the car watching the fire spread.
I laughed and walked towards the burning building. I walked in with no problem. I didn't care if I get burn or not. I grabbed Kade's shirt and dragged him out.
I dragged him to the car and dropped him there while he screamed in pain.
"Merry Christmas." I grinned evilly as I hear the sirens of the cops and firefighters.
I stood there smiling at Kade.
The cops came running towards us and started to arrest me for stealing and doing theft, or whatever. I'm glad Kade learned his lesson. I smirked evilly as I saw Riley. The police forces me into the back of the car and I relaxed looking out the window watching the building burn.

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Oh shit.... Oh god Jaxon. I hope he gets his humanity and feelings back. That was pretty fucked up you know.
Poor Riley and Kade who is mentally and physically hurt now.
This chapter is fucked up tbh. Anyways, I'll probably update tomorrow or not for awhile because of the tests or whatever,my mom really wants me to study and stuff.
Anyways, Kevin will always be missed. I cried while I was writing about Kevin because hit me in the feels really. Alright, thanks for over 11k and over 300 likes too, I appreciate it. I love you and thanks:)Bye.