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Thirty

Kaitlin Winchester

I run a hand through my hair, letting my legs tangle in Austin's. His faint snores, keep my eyes wide awake and my heart pumping. Just that beautiful sound can soothe me like no other. As I soon let my fingers trace his face, I had to smile at the fact I had ended up with my incredibly handsome best friend. It even brought a smile to my face. I trusted him a lot, and I believed him about the Camila thing.

He spent the whole time last night repeating over and over again, "I'm so sorry baby." And then he'd say, "I love you." He'd kiss every spot on my body that ached for him, and that meant everywhere. My whole body just craved for him. Oh, how he made me feel last night was amazing.

I had to lick my lips at the thought, but I soon focused back on his features. I brought my eyes to his lips, before leaning forward to kiss them. Instead I just let my lips graze his own, which woke him up peacefully. His hazel eyes were soon unhidden and staring directly at me.

Just staring into his eyes brought back so many memories that I couldn't hide away.

"Kaitlin," there's his beautiful voice. It makes my cheek turn a small shade of red but the make up I had applied hid that. I put make up on to hide some of the scars forming on my eyebrow, jawline, and the top of my forehead. They were all tiny but still they made me feel insecure.

"Austin," I respond, making him break out in a full length grin.

"I'm so glad you're alive."

His voice could make me smile even when I didn't want to. Everything about him made me so happy. I just found myself smiling even when I shouldn't be. It's like when he was around everything was oka

"Austin, I-"

"Didn't know I was coming?"

He finishes the sentence for me, making a smile to appear on my face. I decided to continue. but he did the same thing he did before.

"Why are-"

"Here? To see you of course," he finishes for me once again, making the heat rush to my cheeks making me red like a tomato. I probably looked terrible. I couldn't believe he didn't tell me he was coming because I couldn't get ready. He wouldn't have got to see the small scars on my face. I looked horrible

"You wanna-"

"Go to your room? Sure," he says, smiling. That same smile that somehow told me it was okay.

I smile in content, still staring into his eyes. More memories just hit me like a wave, and I couldn't have felt any more happier being with him.

Me?

I'm the most beautiful girl here tonight.

My insides twist, and my lips move harder against his. I feel his tongue drag along my bottom lip, and usually I don't allow entrance easily, but for Austin I did. I opened my mouth slightly, letting his tongue wrestle against mine.

It felt right.

In this moment, I'd never felt so special.

My mind just kept going from that night and everything he has said to me makes me feel so special. No one has ever meant so much to me or said such things to me that have made such an impact on me.

"I can't lose you again," Austin says to me, making me whisper back,

"You won't."

Just the same things he says and does drives me insane.