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Kaitlin Winchester

@AustyMahorny: DID YOU HEAR ABOUT KAITLIN AND AUSTIN GOING INTO A BATHROOM TOGETHER OH GOD

@IPhoneMahone: Austin freaking mouthed 'I love you baby' to Kaitlin at the airport. They're so dating

@ACMsDisease: 'I love you baby' AUSTIN KAITLIN WHAT IS GOING ON

@ConstanciosBabe: Austin and Kaitlin walked in a bathroom together and he mouthed 'I love you baby' to her as he was getting on his plane wtf goals

I haven't tweeted anything on twitter yet, so scared of how everyone was handling it. I could feel myself getting sick over it because what if they hate me. I know not everyone is going to like me, but I don't want them to think I'm using him.

All the Mahomies knew. Whoever saw us at the airport had a very big account because it had gotten out on the same day it happened.

Rob, Alex, and Zach had found out about it because they were soon tweeting about it to make it all worse. Honestly so many people I knew and ours friends were tweeting about it.

@Robert15Jgod: Why is my whole timeline about Austin and Kaitlin? What happened?

@Zach_Dorsey: Austin you sly dog @AustinMahone

@AlexConstancio: I've never seen my best friend so happy

@MicheleMahone: What does otp mean?

I finally decided to have the nerve to tweet something and it is something I've been feeling for a long time. It actually related to this situation too and I knew Mahomies were dying to see me tweet.

@KaitlinWinchester: what did I miss?

I just wanted to act clueless and if some Mahomies were sitting behind a screen judging me when they don't know me really sickens me. They don't see how hard this gets. I have to share my boyfriend with them and he flirts with them. You don't understand how insecure that makes me, but I know... I know he loves me.

Austin loves me and he's mine. He's a loyal guy, and I don't doubt at all that we won't work out. I remember when I was a kid I thought of how I'd never get a boyfriend and end up getting married to Austin. I assumed he'd one day feel bad and do it out of pity.

But Austin did care for me.

I see Austin had tweeted because the notification from him tweeting popped up. It read

@AustinMahone: Missing you like crazy

I had to smile before favoriting it and shutting off my phone. I heard my grandma call my name and ask me to come downstairs. I immediately listen too not wanting to get yelled at for taking a long time, but my grandma never yelled at me. She's been pretty patient with me.

I walk down the stairs. My eyes soon landed on Robert, Zach, and Alex. They are quite giddy for me to get down so I start to walk faster. This should be an interesting conversation. We (as in the boys) decided (dragged me) to the beach. The boys had a football and were going to use it, but first they wanted to know what happened.

“You guys got it on in a bathroom, didn’t you?” Zach asks, and I roll my eyes at him. Zach continued too, not going to give it a rest, “Austin’s di-”

“I don’t want to know, Zach,” I cut him off from finishing his sentence about my boyfriend’s dick. I’d rather not know for right now. I don’t even wanna know how he knows.

“Well you’re in good hands, Austin is quite experienced,” Zach spoke, winking at me. I had to feel a little bit insecure about that sentence. Alex hit Zach too after it, noticing my discomfort at that thought.

“Listen, what the Mahomies are saying are true. Someone told and it got around. I’m honestly fucked,” I state, looking at the three boys. I soon continued, “The Mahomies are going to hate me I already know it.” There I go, doubting myself again. I hate when people don’t like me. It bugs me. I just want everyone to like who I am.

“Are you kidding me, Kaitlin? I think they’re all thrilled,” Alex buts in.

“Kaitlin, they do love you. Everyone is happy,” Robert then states, rubbing his hand on my back. I have to let out a sigh in relief because I know these boys wouldn’t lie to me either. I guess I’m just scared I’m not good enough for Austin. Every day I’m going to think I’m not. But everyday I’m going to have him reminding me I am.

I feel my phone go off, and glance down at it seeing a text from Austin.

From: Austin
How you holding up beautiful?

“Is Austin checking up on you?” Zach asks, peeking over my shoulder to see my text from Austin. When I look back at Zach he just smirks, nudging me a bit playfully. I simply roll my eyes back.

“Like always.”

“He really does love you, Kaitlin. I can promise you that,” I hear Alex say, and I avert my gaze over to him. He looks so serious too, and I know he means it. I crack a small genuine smile back, knowing I am in good hands.
I have Austin and the Foolish Four.