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Fourteen

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~Austin Mahone~

@AustinMahone: :(

To: Kaitlinnnn

From: Austin

I’m sorry for today Kaitlin, let me drive you to school tomorrow. Please :)

She didn’t answer though, and when I went to pick her up, her grandma told me she’d left. I had to let out a sigh of disappointed as I headed home. If I wasn’t so rude to Kaitlin she wouldn’t feel like this.

I see my phone light up from a message from Lily.

To: Austin

From: Lily

Get to school right now! Something is wrong with Kaitlin.

I ran straight to my car after this text. If something is wrong with Kaitlin I’d be sure on my way to check up on her. I’d do anything for Kaitlin and it was obvious, except to her. When I look at Camila, it’s because I’m imagining I’m thinking about her. That night at the campfire I was going to go after her in the woods and walk her back and just kiss her. I wanted to kiss her that whole night, but I’m a scaredy cat. I have no confidence.

I’m the less confident with Kaitlin. I just don’t want to make a move right now. Her parents just died and I didn’t wanna be another person she lost if we ended up not working out. We’re best friends and dating could ruin everything.

I pull up to her school, jumping out, and heading straight in to already see Alex, Lily, Zach, Marina, and Robert. They all were in school still, but me. It was weird to be back at school, but I would do it again and again just to see Kaitlin.

“Where is she?” I ask, and Lily breaks into tears. Alex immediately pulls Lily into his arms, letting her cry it out. It makes me instantly worry at her reaction.

Marina kindly points me to the nurse’s office, being the only helpful one at this time. I listen to her, my feet reacting before my brain. I just wanted to see her. I wanted to make sure she was alright. I didn’t know what was wrong until I walked in.

Her eyes wide open and the nurse looking at her ankle. I could see Kaitlin’s pale face, and her eyes read fear.

“It’s just a sprain,” the nurse speaks up, making me let a breath of relief. The nurse soon looks over to me, and she smiles. I loved Nurse Janice. She was my favorite nurse, and we always talked when I would come visit.

“Mahone!” she cheers, heading over and pulling me into a big bear hug. I hug her back of course, not going to push this kind lady away. I’ve come here a lot to see the guys.

“What happened to, Kaitlin?” I voice, glancing to Kaitlin who looked down at her ankle and not at me. She’s probably still mad at me for yesterday. It was pretty messed up of me to treat her like that. I was just in a pissy mood and her parents just died. How inconsiderate I was being.

“She just got hurt in PE while running. Lily had quite a scare, but she’s okay. It’s just a sprain, but she needs to go home. Can you take her?” she asks, adding a little wink to it. I’m pretty sure by the way I sprinted in here she knew I liked her. At least she didn’t know I was in love with her.

I nod my head, going over to Kaitlin and easily scooping her into my arms. Kaitlin didn’t mind either. She cuddled into my chest, making my heart beat to go faster. I hope she didn’t notice that. I would be very embarrassed if she did.

I carried her out, and noticed Alex had calmed down Lily and when Lily saw Kaitlin she looked so much better. Kaitlin just smiled at everyone, putting on a brave face so no one would ask her questions. I just gave them a ‘get back to class’ look and they did as told while I carried her to my car.

I head over to shot gun, and soon open the door and sliding her in. Kaitlin still doesn’t speak or look me in the eyes, making my heart drop in my chest. I head over to the driver’s side and soon start the car. Kaitlin still hasn’t spoken as I start to drive.

Finally she whispers, “Do you think I should’ve died?”

I can feel my heart completely shatter at her broken voice. It was barely audible and I know it was like that so she could hide the fact she was about to cry. It breaks my heart when Kaitlin is sad because a girl like her shouldn’t be wasting her time on crying or even frowning. She was too beautiful to frown.

“No, Kaitlin. If you’re here alive it’s for a reason. If you’re here with me it’s for a reason. No matter what Kaitlin, never think you are suppose to be dead because if you were dead…” I found myself choking up, and I had to pull over. Kaitlin immediately crawled into my lap too. My arms went around her waist and my head in the crook of her neck. She didn’t push me away or even pull away, she let me lay there.

I didn’t cry by now. I just took in her scent, trying to breathe her in. She just calmed me. She was rubbing my back whispering that she was okay and that I was okay. I’m so lucky to have a girl like her in my life.

I find myself pressing a soft kiss to her neck and feeling her shiver at my touch. I didn’t know what I was thinking, but I simply kept doing it knowing she loved the feeling. I pressed about five soft and slow kisses down her neck a bit and then I felt better. I could tell she did too.

She pulled away soon after and I notice a small bruise. I didn’t realize I had sucked on her so hard to have left a mark. I had to let out a tiny blush too, before starting the car up. She didn’t seem to notice though, but she looked flustered. I was a little flustered myself. What did I just do? What was she thinking?

I’m an idiot.