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Fifteen

Kaitlin Winchester

@KaitlinWinchester: This party isn’t going to keep me from thinking about you

Austin’s kisses are what I kept feeling, and Lily has been dying to get me to go to a party for ages and I finally decided to. Lily promised not to drink too since she knows my fear of cars at night, especially after the incident. I never explained about how Lily was coming down here already since her family was moving. We made friends easily too at our new school. Boys constantly flirting with me was a downer and it was so very annoying. I’m not a boy person, and I already had a guy in my head.

It was just Austin, Austin, Austin.

I told Lily what happened and she was actually super happy about it, taking me by surprise. I didn’t think much of it since well he liked Camila. I was also surprised because I still had that hickey he left on my neck. He barely even sucked on me that hard. I didn’t even know he was sucking. I guess I was zoning out at the fact it was happening.

I just keep thinking about it, and Austin hasn’t said anything to me about it. He’s been very distant. He obviously didn’t mean to do that, and it just happened. My best friend gave me a hickey.

Alex, Zach, and Rob were already at this party so Lily wanted to get there quick. Lily and Alex really bonded and I knew they were getting it on somewhat. I wanted to bring it up, but I decided against it. When she is ready she’ll tell me. I just don’t get why she keeps trying to hide it. I try to push off the feeling of her being secretive, but it’s hard.

We soon arrive, and Lily gets out of the car. I tell her to go ahead and she doesn’t think twice. She heads straight in, and leaves me to sit alone. Before I even have time to think a full thought my phone goes off in my pocket and I notice a tweet from Austin.

@AustinMahone: You’re all I can think about and I know you don’t feel the same

My heart started to sting. He knows Camila likes him, so who is this girl? This is when confusion settles in. I thought he liked Camila. I thought they had a thing. I thought… I thought wrong.

I notice a text from Austin pop up soon after. It took me a second to look at it because I was afraid of what I would be seeing.

We need to talk.

Once again I can feel myself start to shake a bit. Why? He’s been ignoring me a lot this week, and now he is wanting to talk to me. Why? My head was starting to really hurt. But it sort of made me smile. No, not sort of. I was grinning because he wanted to see me.

I text him back about five minutes later.

To: Austin

From: Kaitlin

I’m in Lily’s car, where are you?

To: Kaitlin

From: Austin