Tubbo
I can't go back to government, I can't.
I've lost my best friend over what I was supposed to provide to my country, I lost track of my own priorities.
Tommy is my priority, but I guess I forgot that when I went to talk to him.
It's been almost a week since I visited Tommy. I can't even bear to think about him. Everytime I do, I stare out into the sky for hours on end, not knowing how to live my life.
I haven't been near L'manburg lately. I can't stand trying to lead a country anymore when I know that it's not what Tommy wants. I wish that I could talk to Tommy again to apologize over and over again, but I know him. I'm his best friend. Tommy won't forgive me.
Shelter was provided to me by a large mountain that I live under. L'manburg isn't even in sight. Everyday I wish that I'd wake up to Tommy standing at my door, wanting to talk to me. But that'll never come true. I know it. Besides, he doesn't even know that I'm here, that I want to apologize.
My daily routine has been the same; wake up, eat, look into the sky for hours on end, eat again, then sleep.
It's been horrible. But I can't bring myself to do anything else. The only thing on my mind right now is Tommy. I need my friend. I need him back. But how do I do it when he won't even talk to me?
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short part but just introducing how Tubbo feels :)
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Never Meant to Be
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