They Don't Know About Us

I'm Tired Of Feeling Alone - Chapter 54

[This chapter contains suggestions of self harm.]

*PAIGES POV*

I sit on the edge of the sofa, as I hear the sirens from the Ambulance ring through the streets. I stand up suddenly "I need to be with her!" I mumble quickly. Niall stops me. "Paige, just give them some time to stabilise her and then we can go visit her. And plus, the baby scan is in thirty minutes." He says soothingly whilst stroking my back with his hands. Just as we're about to leave the apartment "Paige! Paige, can Chloe talk to you for a moment please?" Harry asks slowly, as he brings Chloe towards me. Who, to be honest, looks equally as bad as any of us do. "Sure Harry but we're going for our baby scan so why don't you two come with us and we'll talk in the car. We do trust each other anyway!" I reply as happily as I can, trying to at least get our minds off the previous events. "Okay! Beth and Josh are already on their way to the hospital l, along with Louis, Liam, Zayn and Becky" Niall exclaims before digging into his jean pocket and pulling out the car keys.

We finally reach the hospital, surrounded with hundreds of paparazzi begging us for information, asking if it was an attempt at suicide or if someone tried to force her into having an overdose. The situation reaches over to my breakdowns, hinting towards the idea that I'm 'un fit' to be a mother or even date an international super star. Out of no where Chelsea screams at the top of her voice "Leave my brother, the boys and their girlfriends alone! Christ! Don't any of you have any respect? One of their closest friends could be dying and all you care about is a fucking story!" I haven't seen Chelsea in months but her Irish accent is still as strong and noticeable as always. "Chelsea!" Niall says happily before embracing her and leading us all inside the hospital. No more pictures were taken. 

"Chloe, talk to me!" I say seriously as I stand in the waiting room with the others. She takes a deep breath "It's just. None of you deserve any of this! All the bad things have happened to you, you've gotten tortured, Becky lost her baby and now Shelby is getting drugs pumped out of her body!" She squeals, as tear fall effortlessly down her red cheeks. She calms herself before carrying on. "And...and then there's me. Nothing's happened to me! I'm just there to comfort you all during the after math! I mean why do you think I've done this!" She screams once more before pulling up her sleeves and revealing half a dozen scars. Razor scars. "Oh Chloe..." I say slowly, never really thinking Chloe was the type of person to do this. "I haven't exactly been here for you these last couple of weeks have I!" I realise before hugging her tightly. "You need to go and make sure Shelby's okay! Take the others. Me and Niall will go have the ultrasound and be back in half an hour." I say into her shoulder. She nods and without looking at me again walks towards Harry, grabs his hands carefully and leads them all down the corridor. "Miss Cookson?" I nurse asks me. I nod "That's me" I say before Niall smiles and follows me into the private room.