They Don't Know About Us

Midnight Memories- Chapter 72

*SHELBYS POV*

Thank god Becky was gone. I couldn't deal with her as well as everything else. He thinks I didn't notice but Louis wasn't happy I was pregnant and that hurt. I mean I always expected to have kids with Louis and I'm really sad that didn't happen but I got my career sorted and I'm with Liam now. I couldn't help but keep glancing towards Paige and Louis in the doorway talking. I was distracted by demi giggling and got her toys out for her to play with in the car. Usually I would of been worried that my dress would get creased or something for an event like this, it's a beautiful unique bright red dress with laces tied round the small of my back like a corset and it drapes passed my waist down to my knees. Paige picked it out of course, but I really just didn't care anymore. I should care though, I mean tonight was massive for the boys I had to try my best. Liam was adorable with Demi and I knew he'd be the best dad any child could wish for. I knew it sounded bad but I couldn't wait for us to move out and get our own place, living with everyone else was fine but I wanted our own place now. Paige got in the car next to Niall and smiled at me. I really wanted to smile but I couldn't, I needed to talk to Louis. He avoided eye contact as he sat holding hands with ellie. 

I could feel myself getting more and more nervous as we got closer to the square. Liam held my hand tightly but I couldn't find the energy to give him the same reassurance. The only thing stopping me from falling to pieces was how confident and calm the other girls were being. Screams surrounded us as we left the car and I put on a smile for the camera's and more importantly the boys. This was there night. I pushed Liam away to go and see the fans, reassuring him I was going to be okay. 'Why don't you come with me, please babe.' I shook my head. 'Liam they want to see you, not me, go!' he smiled lightly and joined the other boys. Niall was fussing over Paige and Demi, stalling leaving them and Chloe was sorting out harry's hair. Ellie was stood with Paige as Louis had already left. I think we were all slightly jealous of Beth who got to stay by Josh all the time. We'd pretty much made a name for ourselves being One Directions' girlfriends and all and we stood together having our photo's taken. This was one of the main reasons I was glad one of my best friends was a stylist. The dress, the hair everything was perfect thanks to her. Paige managed to curl my hair and style it within half an hour, I think some sort of award is needed.

We went our separate ways, some of us having to talk to interviewers and signing things for fans, I really don't understand why they enjoy meeting me, I mean surely I'm the person they hate, the person that actually has what they want but they really are the nicest fans in the world just over a year ago. I was one of them. I turned feeling a hand on my waist expecting it to be Liam but it was Louis instead. 'Your happy, I'm happy.' He whispered before moving past me and carried on meeting fans. I smiled and took liam's hand as we went inside. The film was beyond amazing, I knew I wasn't the only one crying as I looked around me and I tried to hide my tears from liam but he noticed, of course he noticed. 'Are you alright?.' I laughed quietly. 'I don't know.' I said half laughing, half crying. I lent on his shoulder and entwined my fingers with his, carrying on watching the film.