They Don't Know About Us

Hoping For The Best But Expecting The Worst - Chapter 62

*SHELBYS POV*
I watched as Niall broke down in front of us, tears streamed from Beth and Chloe's face. I felt them fall down my own face and I couldn't stop it. I watched Liam hold Niall in his arms and then Niall leave. I watched but didn't do anything, I felt like I was glued to the floor, not able to do anything. Niall shouting at the paps broke me out of my trance and I left the others and ran for Paige. I was slightly aware of the nurses telling me I couldn't be in there but I ignored them. I seen Paige sat up on a bed, the smell of blood was apparent and she had tears tracks down her cheeks. A pink bundle in her arms. It must be so hard for her, wanting to be happy about the little girl she'd always dreamed of in her arms but the guilt and depression that she's lost her little boy. I wrapped my arms around her and let her cry. Not caring what the nurses were shouting at me. I looked down to see a beautiful little girl smiling up at us. 'You did brilliant Paige.' I said hugging her again. 'Miss i've told you you can't be in here.' I don't know what it was but I just snapped. 'Don't you fucking dare tell me where to go, my bestfriend has just lost her baby, I haven't seen her in a month, I am always going to be where she is whenever she needs me and she needs me so don't you fucking dare.' Everything went quiet and I looked to see Liam, Zayn and Niall stood quietly in the doorway. 'I erm..' I trailed of slightly embarrassed but still angry. I gave Liam a 'get me out.' Kind of look not trusting what I'd do and he came over and took my hand leading me out. Beth and Chloe were being comforted by Josh and Harry and I went and hugged them. 'Oh god you have that look, liam what did she do?' Beth said. 'Haha, that's my girl.' Everyone kind of just froze as Louis said it and just smiled awkwardly. 'I need to get out.' There was a little garden courtyard in the hospital and Liam followed me. I sat down and put my head in my hands trying to hide the tears falling down my cheeks. 'Why did it happen to her, she's such a good person, Niall's such a good person.' Liam didn't say anything just sat there with me. 'I'm scared Shelby.' Liam said and for the first time I realised that he wasn't bullet proof. He had a tear running down his face. 'How's Niall going to deal with this, that's two of us now, what if it happens again to any of us, what about me and you and.' I cut him off and hugged him. I couldn't make myself feel better, Paige needed Niall not me, but I could help Liam. How were we going to get through this.