They Don't Know About Us

You're My Kryptonite- Chapter 56

*SHELBYS POV*

I groaned. I felt like I was on fire. All I wanted to do was cry. The most worrying thing, I was sad I'd woken up and I knew that was bad. This time when I opened my eyes there was only Paige, asleep on the chair in the room. They must all hate me. Why couldn't I be more like Paige? she was going to be such a good mum, maybe if I'd said yes to having kids with Louis he'd still love me. He didn't mean it anymore. He still said it and held my hand and stuff but the love wasn't there and it hurt. Paige stirred next to me and opened her eyes, looking at me. I couldn't tell what emotion was there. It was like she was sorry for me and just wanted to hug me but another part of her wanted to shout at me. 'You are such an idiot.' She said, holding my hand, a tear rolling down her cheek. 'Don't cry, I just, I'm fine okay.' I said squeezing her hand reassuringly but she wasn't having any of it. 'I shouldn't of left you, we were all so worried.' I shook my head. 'Louis doesn't love me anymore Paige.' I said. 'It hurts and I didn't know what to do, you know I don't cope well and don't tell me he does because he's not the same, he's always occupied its like we have to have this relationship because of you guys and I'm sick of it.' She shook her head at me. 'You're not strong enough to deal with all the facts, Shelby and Jack is getting so worried, he's flown in.' I groaned at that as well. Over protective brother and boyfriend who doesn't love his little sister anymore is a bad mix. 'Okay I can go now, right? I'm awake, I'm alive.' I started to get up, groaning at the pins and needles flowing through my body. Paige helped me up and I got dressed. 'Well, well you might as well just live here, Miss Shore.' The nurse said as we checked out. I grimaced and literally ran for the car. We drove in silence, I looked out of the window the whole time, ignoring the glances I was getting from Paige.

As soon as we pulled up my brother was opening the door and hugging me. 'You stupid, stupid girl, you're lucky I haven't told mum and dad.' He said, holding me tight and walking us inside. Paige went to Niall straight away and the rest of the guys just stared, not sure what to say. Beth came running over and hugged me, 'You know what? I'm going to teach you to dance or something, then you'll have something else to do instead of sleep.' Josh coughed and Beth smiled lightly before going back to him. Jack lead me to my room and shut the door. 'Shelby you're not strong enough to be here, in this situation. Sure it was all going well at first but you're in and out of hospital, you're 19, you were nearly finished at law school... You can still go back.' I nodded slowly, he had a point, I was happy before just fantasising over the boys but actually having an ambition a career I could achieve . There was knock at the door and it opened to Louis. Jack's fists clenched and I looked away. 'Can I talk to shelby?' He looked like he was going to attack him just for saying my name. 'Can you fuck.' He said. 'Jack just...' He cut me off. 'Don't shelby, I know how you feel but he's a waste of space.' I sat up and just sat on the bed, when Jack's like this there is no stopping him at all. 'Jack I didn't mean to.' Whatever Louis was going to say didn't happen because Jack had hit him in the face. I shouted out at them as they started hitting each other. Zayn, Niall, Josh and Liam ran in and started pulling them apart. 'You stay the fuck away from my sister.' Jack shouted at Louis who was being restrained by Niall and Zayn. 'Jack!' I shouted trying to get them to stop arguing. 'Don't shelby because if mum and dad found out you'd started this again then you'd be dead, literally. And its all his fault.' Paige stood in the doorway horrified. I sat back down and cried openly. I seen paige whisper something to Jack as they all left, well Jack stormed off and the rest followed. Well apart from Louis 'Why.' He said, sitting on the bed. 'Because I'm ashamed and you don't love me anymore.' I put my finger on his lips as he went to object. 'Don't say you do because you don't.' He nodded and looked at the floor. 'Paige told you then.' I looked at him confused. 'I erm.. I may have slept with another girl a couple of nights ago, shelby I'm so sorry I just, we weren't going anywhere and I'm sorry.' I sat there nodding my head. Of course this happened. He wasn't happy with me. I felt like I wanted to die, my life was crumbling around me, I was fighting the depressing feeling that my boyfriend had betrayed me but I'd betrayed him too. I couldn't say anything. 'Me and liam kissed last night.' He nodded and I felt the tears run down my face. I turned to see Louis mirroring my reaction. 'I'll always love you.' He said, his voice breaking as he cried. I looked at him and nodded, not trusting myself to speak. I smiled lightly, rubbing a tear from his cheek. I found the courage to speak. 'I'm going home as soon as I can.' His voice broke more as he openly cried. 'I'm sorry.' He said over and over. I silenced him, 'Shh, don't cry, Louis I want her to look after you... I want you to be happy okay?' This time my voice broke. I laughed as he wiped away my tears, I don't know why, it was more hysterical, me stopping myself from getting too upset. 'You make me proud okay? You get that law degree and you stop bad guys.' I smiled and nodded. He stood up and hugged me tight. 'Friends?' I asked not wanting it too be awkward. 'Best friends, silly.' He said hugging me again. He left the room and packed my things, crying all the time. When I was finished Jack came into the room. 'We can leave tonight?' I nodded, 'That's brilliant.' I went downstairs with him and told the guys. I didn't trust Louis and Jack in the same room and now he'd found out about the whole liam thing jack was not happy with any of the boys really. They all looked at me shocked, and liam went out of the room. Chloe, beth and paige all hugged me tight and told me to stay safe. 'You tell me when my little niece or nephews born, okay?' I said to paige hugging her tightly. I didn't want to leave not really, but I couldn't be here. Not at the moment. I didn't want to say bye to Becky, I was still pissed off and she wasn't helping me when I was hurt why should I help her. I didn't have the energy to. I wanted Louis to beg me to stay, tells me he loves me but it doesn't happen. I get in the car, Jack keeping tight hold of my hand and we drove off. I turned to see liam standing in the doorway. What had happened.