They Don't Know About Us

I'm All Out Of Faith... - Chapter 60

*PAIGES POV*

-1 month later-

As I lay beside Niall In our hotel room in Toronto, sharp shooting pains sear through my abdomen. "No. Not yet!" I mumble. I hold it the screams "Niall!" I whisper, slapping him on the arm aggressively "What is it paige?" He asks still tired. My patience has suddenly vanished "The babies are coming Niall! Get me to a hospital right fucking now!" I scream. "Oh shit!" He shouts before grabbing the bag we've had packed for weeks with all of the essentials. "Okay, I've called Shelby and Chloe. They'll be in the waiting room with the lads." He says slowly as he drives me to the hospital. Shelby! How was she going to get here so fast? I really hope she arrives before the baby does. I sigh too myself through the sharp pains which take over my whole body.

There's half a dozen midwives in the delivery room , as well as Niall. Who has a weird outfit on and is holding my hand tightly as pain hits me once. I scream painfully "If I could do this for you Paige, you know I would!" he says frantically. I can't reply, I just nod my head and smile as one of the midwives separates my legs, not giving two damns about my dignity. Screw that. "Okay Paige. Your 10cm dilated, you have to start pushing!" She says seriously and caringly. I scream and push repeatedly for over ten minutes until the pain stops and I hear a high pitched cry. "Oh my god! It's a girl Paige!" Niall whispers, as tears fall from his eyes. He holds onto her for a few more seconds before passing her to another midwife. "Okay Paige. One last time and you'll have your babies." the same Midwife says once more. I'm happy that even being one month premature, my babies are okay. I slowly begin to push and Niall strokes my arms and cheeks. "Stop!" The nurse shouts. I do so. "The umbilical cord is wrapped around the baby's head. We're going to have to move him." she says. A boy. I smile at the fact but my smile is wiped from my face as I feel a hand reach up lower body. I scream in agony. "Niall!" I squeal, as I begin to cry. "Shhh, baby it's okay. Everything will be okay!" Niall whispers as he kisses my head. 

The midwife tells me to push again, after turning the baby internally. After five minutes, the pain relief is amazing. But. I don't hear a cry. Not a single cry. "Wh-what's wrong with him? Why isn't he crying?" I beg them, as they rush him over to the smaller table and start pushing air into his tiny, fragile body. After a long minute, me and Niall stare anxiously, waiting for the precious cry to surround the room. It doesn't. A nurse passes Niall our baby boy wrapped completely in a blue blanket. "I'm so very sorry. Your baby didn't make it." she says slowly. I break down instantly as does Niall. He almost collapses to the floor as our pain filled screams fill the room. "Why!" I scream. "He was a fucking baby! Why take him from us!" I scream to the sky, hoping god was listening. Or anyone. "Justin James Horan..." I mumble, tears catching the back of my throat. Niall nods, stands up and slowly heads towards the door. Gripping our baby Justin tight in his arms. Our baby girl rests tightly in my tired arms. Ive lost one child, I'm not planning on loosing another. 

*LIAMS POV*

Me and Shelby run into the waiting room to find them all sitting anxiously waiting for news. "Did we make it in time? How are they? How's Paige?" Shelby asks desperately once Chloe and Beth had finished hugging her. Suddenly, there's screams coming from the delivery room and Niall walks out, eyes blotchy, clutching a blue bundle in his arms. His tearducts flood as he stares at us depressingly. "Oh god! Nialler!" I whisper, the others too shocked to say as word. "Our son he...he didn't make it guys. Why?" He begins to say, as Shelby, Chloe and Beth begin to cry. "What sick bastard would take my son away from me!" He screams and falls to his knees. I run over to him and offer my shoulder as comfort. He screams once more, looking at the ceiling and asking why their son was taken away from them. And it breaks my heart to see them both like this. I peer into the delivery room and see Paige, cradling a pink bundle with tears streaming down her face. "Nialler, you need to be with Paige and the baby right now! They need you! You need them!" I tell him emotionally. "I know...I just, I need to show my son the sky before he's taken from it completely." He replies before standing up and heading towards the large group of paparazzi. As I stare into oblivion, I feel Shelby encircle my body and hear more cries as the others walk into Paiges room. This feeling, inside me, it's horrible. Why would anyone do this to someone. Surprisingly, I hear Niall screaming something towards the paparazzi, as his sons body is hidden in his shoulder, so only a blue blanket is visible. "Is this what you wanted?" He shouts as he breaks down once more. Zayn's the first to run to his side. How are they going to get through this?