Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter12

*Devan

What did I just do. "Shay just listen to me. She was here and we were talking that's all. One thing led to another;She was pulling down my pants." I said to her. She look so mad and upset she just continued to pack her cloths. "I can't believe you Devan. Like are you fucking serious. You going to just do that to me. I Am so done with you. What was I not good enough for you? I tried my best. I actually wanted us to work." She said as a tear fell from her eye. "Baby am sorry it won't every happen again. It's just you haven't been having sex with me. she came over starting to pull my pants down so I took the opportunity." Boom "Shay what the fuck" she slapped me again and started beaten me up with her little strength she had . She started hitting non stop I didn't want to hit her so I grabbed her hand and held her down. "Shay am so fucking sorry bae am sorry!Just forgive me I can do better, You got to believe me" I spoke sternly as I looked into her, She was struggling to get out my grip but I held her tighter "Am sorry" I spoke softly. "Get off of me please." She said looking into my eyes I screwed up bad. the chick that was here was a hoe that I use to screw around with I always got head when I wanted & always got pussy however I wanted I just never kissed her lips or eat her out. Because I just wasn't going like that. She almost had my baby but I told her to kill it .

I got off of Shay . She was quite "When you wake up I will be gone. Don't bother looking or calling me. After today me and you will never be us again" she spoke softly I shooked my head. She continued to packed her shit.

  Shay was that type of chick that sorry don't mean a dam thing to her. She finished packing went down stairs and cleaned the mess that she did. Shay fought the girl.I kinda felt bad cause this was all my fought. She had a busted lip that's all but the girl she got dragged her tracks were on my living room floor. She had to notts on her forehead , a couple of bruise on her body. I tried breaking Shay off of the poor girl but Shay wouldn't stop she hit me a couple of times so I stopped and just let her do what she wanted. I guess it was to much noise that are neighbor called the cops . This would of never happened if Shay anit come home.

    Shay tooked a shower, went to the living room ,watched Netflix. I tried talking to her but she just ignored me. After today I know I wasn't going to be happy no more.

*Alex

I went home after my meet up with Shay. Teya was in the kitchen cooking a storm.I  walked up behind her and kissed her neck while my hands was placed on to her stomach. "Can we talk" I spoked "Yea we can when am done cooking." I kissed her lips. "Grandma, where you at" I yelled I searched her bedroom and she wasn't in there. I went to her Bathroom saw her just staring at her self in the mirror as she looked at her reflection tears fell down her face. She was combining her hair and every time she comb it more her hair was falling out. I grabbed her into a tight hug she gribbed me tight and just cried and screamed. "Why me God why did this have to happen to me." Teya came running holding her stomach. I guess she heard my grandma. "Mama it's going to be okay. I promise I promise I got you." I spoke to her as I gribbed tighter to her body."I love you grandma you not leaving me like this I refuse." I yelled a tear fell from my eye. What am I suppose to do. Teya started crying as she looked at all the hair that was laying on the bathroom floor. I can't do this. I Am not ready to loose my grandma to this.She started hitting my shoulder "let me go" she spoked I let her go she ran to her room slamming the door. I can't keep on doing this. I held Teya. I couldn't even talk to Teya I went to try to talk to my grand mother right now am all she got.