Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 9

*Shay

I had to do it. If I didn't I would of suffered. I love Alex I do, more then a best friend. To see him how he is makes me have a bittersweet . yes am happy that he is having this baby with Teya. He will be a great father but he just don't understand where am coming from. He lefted me when I need him the most. So yes I am very upset. I will never have the courage to leave him.... I hope he fights for me. I just don't know its Alex so will see. Tears feel from my eyes as I left Alex I had to leave fast because because I didn't want him to see me cry. I haven't cried in a month  I like to keep it that way. I guess I want him to feel how I feel. I want him to know how much I care for him but he's to blind to see what's right in front of him. If he wants me I will always be here for him I just want him to see where I am coming from.
6 months later

Me and Devan are talking that's it he's been very good to me. I'm 17 now and am very excited I moved in with Devan he ask me. Have I talk to Alex? nope not at all its just been me and Devan.  Alex still haven't called me nor text me so I understand. I talked to his grandma she kinda upset that we don't talk. She told me that Teya having a boy... And there naming him after Alex of course I'm very happy for him. I graduated this year I wanted to graduate early and by me focusing on school I made it. I graduated with Alex and Devan he saw me he didn't even say hi to me. I didn't expected it from him anyway. Teya graduated to. She looked very pretty in her gown. I wanted to say sorry for beaten her ass, I fought her because she cheated on Alex and after that she keep sizing me so I let her have it. Because I didn't want to be ghetto anymore.

     I found out that my father was the one who put Quincy in my life. I wasn't surprise not at all. I haven't talked to my father nor my mother. What's the point of talking to them, my mother wanted me to move back with her but I wasn't having that.. I know Daddy up to some shit. I talk to Quincy and he told me every thing... My life right now is good am blessed. I am going to do something very stupid today and I hope it works. My relationship with God has been to strong. I've been reading my bible every day and pray to him. Devan has been good to me, he makes me smile I just hope he doesn't leave anytime soon.

*Alex

"Play with me Teya, I told you no." I yelled at her. "There cute Alex, I didn't buy them for nothing. I'm 7 months pregnant . am fat Alex people always starting at my damm pot belly. I just want to do something for me" she started crying. I popped her in her thigh. "Take them shits off your feet Teya am not playing with you. If you fall and hurt yourself and my unborn son am kill your ass. Trying to where 6 inch heels to church on a 1st  Sunday morning. Hell no take that shit off or am pop you in your mouth" she rubbed her inner thigh in took them off she grabbed her sandals that I bought for her last week and wabbled out our room. She was crying , she didn't even talk to me the whole day.

  "Come here baby am sorry, I love you I just don't want you to not hurt my seed or you" I grabbed her by her waist. "Whatever Alex am going to take a shower my feet are sore. I've been on them all day" she moved away from me and went upstairs. I ran upstairs "Teya , Am sorry baby" I went in front of her and got on my knees to kiss her stomach. "I'm truly sorry" I layed her on the bed and open her legs. I took her tights off then her panties."Alex stop it" I kissed her inner thigh "you sure you want me to stop" I went straight into her woman hood and gripped her thighs "y..Yes I want you to stop" I really didn't give a fuck I was still going to eat her out. She gripped my head into her woman hood. As I put my tongue into her hood she started moaning I started kissing and sucking her enter lips "Baby stop I have to go am tired" she said "you sure" I continue to eat her out "damm Alex, that's the spot keep going" I know her stupid ass missed me. I twirled my tongue into her pussy. Thursting her in and out. I used my index and middle fingers for support she was so wet "You miss daddy." I gripped her thighs "yes, hell yes" she screamed "shhhh!"you have to be quite "Am cuming Alex am cuming" I laughed we wasn't even 10 minutes into this "No baby hold it , keep it in for Daddy" I got up and took my shirt off and my boxers. I spread her legs apart again and rushed into her entrance "Fuck Alex" she screamed "sorry baby " I grinned I started slow I had to give her time to adjusted to my size she very tight . I didn't want to go to deep to hurt her. "Baby please stop" she screamed I Ignore her ass she always doing some Dome shit "So when daddy says no its no" I said while smacking her thighs I gripped her thighs and went in deep. I gave her hard thrust "yes its no, shit baby. Damm I love you" "I love you to" I stopped and whiped the tears that was escaping her eye. I pulled out and layed on the bed with her "Do you forgive me" "shut up and yes I do"