Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 23

*Frederick
I saw Shay walking out of the building I got out of the car and waited for her. She came up to me and hug me . "Why you still here" she said "Because I didn't have nothing to do plus I wanted to relax with you today. Zyon with his dad it's just me and you today" I spoke.
She looked surprised " You for real where are your homeboys?" She said I kinda looked at her like are you serious "They not the one I love and want to be with are they?" I said sternly she nodded her head I walked towards are car and opened the door for her . She got in started playing them songs that I hated so much just because she played them to much. The whole way to the house was filled with laughter and a comfortable silence. She opened the house door as I got out the car. She did a nice job I give her congrats on fixing this house. "Shay, what you had to tell me before we had to rush to the hospital?" I guess I hit her with the comment  she shook her head " It's not important anymore." I walked to her and held her tight. "What's wrong?Baby talk to me." She just blurted" I think I'm falling for you Frederick but I don't know I wanted to see if I actually have feelings for you, before I could say this. You have been so good to me besides are past you have held me down and been there for me , & Zyon. Your always there to listen to my problems even when you stuck with your own. You kind  even though you looked, act like a mean person your really not you love me . Your always there for Zyon as a father figure I know it's probably to late but can we see how it goes with us?" She spoke softly. I was in shook but very happy that she actually have some kind of feelings or acknowledgement towards me. Kinda feel better that now I'm not the only person who feels this way. I placed her down on my lap and looked at her I grabbed her chin " It took you long enough" we both laughed she blushed, we told each other are feelings about one another, it was great we cuddle because this girl loves to cuddle. I order some pizza something to hold us until dinner. We wasn't dating we was just considering upon the choice. Shay has a son I don't want to put her in the position that we get caught up with each other she still and is Zyon mother so her mother duties and job come first. I understand because I love her to much to pressure her into a relationship.
flash back
"Quincy please stop I will do anything but this" Shay yelled
"What did I tell you didn't I tell you to not talk to that niggah, Huh? You stupid or death in both of your ears. I'm teach you a lesson" I spoke angrily
Flash back done
These thoughts came to me and I just felt so bad I can't believe I did those things to Shay. I hate myself I already felt like Shay didn't deserve me because of our past but now my pass is hunting me and I don't know what to do.
My phone woke me up from my sleep. I woke up and saw my arms around LaShay . I didn't want to wake her up because we still had a hour or 2 in till me and her suppose to get ready for are date.
"Hello?" I spoke sleepy
"A man I need to talk to you real quick its important" My home boy Tommy said through the phone.
"Okay come through"

......."What the hell you mean that her father putting money on Shay?" I was half asleep and getting madder by second.
" I don't know I just know that her dad is coming out soon. When he comes out Shay must be 6 feet under. Rock and latoya told me this since there up there now. I told them to keep a eye out. But other then that Shay is now owned $30,0000 if she doesn't go then they coming after lil man (ZYON). He said
I'm mad as hell just as when I thought I can be happy it falls in my face. I planned some things with Tommy talked to him on gathering intall. I had to tell Shay this if I didn't this could mess up everything. The good thing out of this is that Shay dad think we Cali so I had to call my home boys up there to watch the family thats living in are old house. This shit giving me a headache I couldn't deal if it this then its something else.... I dapped my man night and gave him $150 for the heads up.
Now how I'm to tell Shay her dad trying to kill her. If he can't kill her then he going to kill Zyon and neither of that is going to happen. I called Alex and info him since he is Shay baby daddy and all that. I went in my bed with Shay and rapped my arms around her tight. "I love you Baby" I said kissing her forehead. "I love you too, what's wrong? And I told your ass about having thuggs in my house." She said I slapped her ass 'Last time I checked I pay half of these bills lil mama" she moaned lowly "Ok I'm sorry she said slowly...... Damm man she know what she was doing she got on top of me and started grinding on a nigga. I have more respect for Shay she will not be a quick fuck. As much as I want to beat her pussy up I won't disrespect her like that. I had blue balls but I took her off of me and kissed her goodnight. I know she was anger I knew she was horny too but I'm not her Ex's and plus my pass was hunting me.
I'm in the shower I'm on my way out and this girl just walks in the bathroom and drops her towel. Dam wtf is wrong with her. She doesn't see that she killing me here.
'Shay c'mon baby girl we can't do this I refuse to have sex with you like this and right now. I miss you but I just can't"
" What you mean? Look at me you want to give this up" she said sadly. I can't believe she doing this to a niggah I haven't fuck in a while and she making this harder for me. Before I could say anything the bell rung. I took that as my way out grabbed her rob and placed it on her I took mine as well and went to see who was at the door.
I open the door and nobody was there just a UPS box then Tommy came to mine Shay came up trying to touch the box I pushed her not to hard. "Really Frederick what's wrong you don't want to touch me and now you won't let me get my mail." she got upset but only if she knew. I closed the door locked it and grabbed her ,threw her on my bed. "Put your clothes on we got something to handle" I went to her room and took some clothes for her. "What the fuck Fredrick what's going on?" "You really don't want to know." I yelled she got up and pushed me on the floor got on top of me she still didn't put no clothes on. "If you stressed why don't you talk to me" she spoke "look Shay you really do not wan't to do this first my dick has not been in you in a while so I can do damage to you. Second your dad is trying to fucking kill you and Zyon so get up off of me so we can go handle him . She put her clothes on and went through the back door of the house I heard her scream I ran to her. I saw her on the ground as a mother fucker try to put her in a car. I grabbed my gun & shot his ass in the headed I don't have time for people to mess with my family. I took Shay  put her in my car I drove to Alex house I texted him first because Zyon ,his kids are there I can't show up any type of way.

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