Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 2

*Alex

LaShay been on my ass about this shit I really been trying to leave it alone . I've been using Teya as an excuse I need to stop. Shay fat head self is just not my type she just been strictly my damm best friend since the 8th grade. She was always interested in "Boys" So I let her date those punks. I told her that I didn't want to see her getting hurt all the dam time. She was always crying on my shoulder but every nigga I meet that fuck her over I fucked them over. I quickly went to the shower Shay spent the night over here last night. Like we always did every now in then her stupid ass took all my covers last night and pushed me off the bed . I tooked a quick shower got dressed It was a Sunday morning and it was time for church. "Shay, wake up sis we have to get ready and go" I said quietly. She moved around a little. Her ugly behind don't like being bothered why she sleep but I always took advantage of that. "What time is it" She said. "It's 8:40 church starts at 10:00 today so hurry up and don't take to long in that damm shower. I left her in my bed knowing she was going to fall asleep again. A don't get me wrong she fine and all but were just best friends and I plan on keeping it that way. We never had sex or anything. I dreamed about her once or twice but after that I had to pray to God that they didn't come back . I went down stairs to check on my grandma she don't like my church so she goes to her old church in Fort Lauderdale. Its a good church but I just don't feel it.

" Mama you okay, how did you sleep" I kissed her on her checked "Yea boy am fine get my shoes for me" she asked I told her to hurry up because her ride was coming in 5 mins and I wasn't driving all the way to Fort Lauderdale. I love her but naw I anit going down there. I walked up in my room and saw Shay up she was about to say something but stop her self. "You okay" I question her. "She shooked her head and put up her hands. I grabbed her pills for her cause I really anit got time to bring her to the hospital again. She has Sickle cell disease and when I found out I was kinda heart broken. I felt bad. I loved her but Shay and her crazy life. She headed to the bathroom to take a shower. Half of her shit was here and it was normal I had almost all my stuff at her crib. But I just really didn't like staying over there because Chris and Jerome keep wanting to play horse and play my dam video games. I love kids don't get me wrong but they be annoying.

2mins later I hear Shay singing in the bathroom. " I want to give my best to you, I want to do what you ask me to-" I walked inside the bathroom to brush my teeth "Umm Alex knock next time. You don't know if am taking a dump up in here or if I was out the shower" "Sorry Shay" She just keep nagging on "Shay I said sorry" "Okay". She got out the shower and I just continued to brush my teeth.

She had her own closet it was that serious I knocked on the door " Shay you descent" I waited for a response. She opened the door and Let me in ."Don't be having no make up on my dam shit Shay am not playing" "I won't Alex but if I did you wasn't going to do nothing anyway" she said rudely. She had a bra on and some sweats we do this almost every time. We went down stairs And she started cooking grandma left while I was brushing my teeth so I didn't have no one to bother but my best friend . "Can you move? Im trying to finish this so I can eat" she said strenly "Man whatever when you want a piggy back ride from wearing them dam heels you can't barley walk in don't call me" I said she looked at me crazy "Who you talking to" She said quietly "You" I shouted at her. She started laughing she got done cooking. She cook the basic today we was going to be late. Eggs, toasted bread and Bacon with Sausages on the side.

We got cleaned up wash the dishes and started getting dress. She always got someone late. To be honest I didn't care I just wanted to be there be4 the worship.

*Shay

Im about to punch him in his jaw the hell he lucky we on are way to church. Talking about am always making him late. My phone rung as we drove to church "Yes Devan" I said Thur the phone. "You on your way to church cause I can pick you up" he said nicely "D, You good I slept over Alex house and we on are way to church as we speak" I said Alex looked me upside my head. "You sure you anit fucking the niggah ," I frozed when he said that "How dare you Devan! I screamed Thur the phone what you think I am some dam hoe. The only nigga I ever fucked was you and you pissing me off the hell you thought was going on. I anit one of your hoe's no your groupies so tighten that shit up. He my best friend only that the hell don't fucking call my phone. Fuck nigga" I said angrily "Alex sat there trying to not laugh as he drove the car. I turned on the gospel radio and just jammed I needed to get my spirit right before I entered this church. " You okay?" Alex asked "I'm fine" I shouted back. We prayed before we got out his car. Alex is 17 kinda hate that but its cool. We entered the church he guided me along to are seats. These 6inch heels weren't my friend I saw Gladys and the kids up front. They so bad Gladys beat they behinds , one minute later they both came to me crying . Alex took Jerome and I took Chris. They mange to sleep Thur the preaching. All of a sudden I saw him.
Sorry about the grammar .

Grandma in media