Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 8

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*Teya

Alex has been good to me its been a month now, I'm barley showing I have a puge but that's it. He very happy about being a farther but me am just trying to adjust to this. He says he going to help out and be the best father he can be, So far he living up to that he's been there all my appointments and he's take care of me + the baby. I know he tired and so am I we kinda been having sex lately the sex is good but I think me and him should slow it down some. If it wasn't for this baby bringing us back together Alex wouldn't be here he would be thinking am some thot trying to trap him & that is not my intention at all. I love Alex so much, he's been my best friend my partner Thur all this am going thru.I'm happy I hope Alex stays in my life and doesn't walk out my life nor my unborn child life either.

*Devan

Me and Shay had sex 4 times. I like her a lot but she just acts childish and doesn't knows what she wants. I called her today to hang out and that what am planning on doing. I feel bad for what happen to Shay, if she just came inside my car that day she was walking home this would of never happened I blame myself. I got strong feelings for her, as much as I don't show it I really do. I don't know I want to be more then friends with her but right now she needs space. She going Thur a lot, the friend with benefits was good at first but then I started catching feelings. I feel like she likes me but doesn't want to give me a opportunity because she thinks I will break her heart.

"Hey baby" I said kissing her lips "Hi" she sat down on my lap . She told me how she felt like she didn't have no one. I kinda have a soft heart for LaShay and to see her like this pisst me off. "I want you to know that I have strong feelings for you Shay. As much as you don't want to hear it right now, I want you to know I care about you a lot. And am sorry for doing you wrong" I said as I kissed her lips. Shay was beautiful with a beautiful smile. She had a big ass for her size and she got shape. "I got feelings for you to" she said looking me in my eyes ."So have you heard from your best friend?" "No...... The last time I saw him was when he left me. I really don't care am tired of putting a effort in a relationship if the other person not going to do the same. I just don't know he don't call me I don't call him. I kinda I'm worried about him but, I heard Teya pregnant with his baby and he's been there for her. I'm happy for him that's all I can say" she said we spent the whole day at my crib just talking and chilling Shay turning 17 in a few weeks so I am kinda waiting to ask her to move in with me.

*Alex

I've been taking care my responsibility as a father. I'm very happy that Teya is having my child...

No I haven't talk to Shay I know I promised her that I would be here for her, but things change I know she my best friend and she has the right to know but I think sometime next week I'm call her and ask her to meet up..... I would love for her to be the Godmother of my child with Teya's approval of course but I really don't want to deal with this. Shay and Teya they don't get along I don't know why. I guess am taking a break from Shay... I know its sounds stupid but I don't even go to church no more I keep myself so distant I change my schedule and everything I felt bad so I just haven't keep contact with her. Teya and I we could make it work, we been having a lot of sexual contact lately I've been making love to her every chance I get... But I know she very emotional because of the baby so yea am kinda taking advantage of it.

Next week

*Alex

Alex: Can you come meet me. I know it's been awhile I just want to talk.

Shay:That's fine. Where?

Alex: At our spot.

Shay: okay... See you in 5

I can't believe she said okay. I went to McDonald's and got something quick to eat Thur the drive thur.

"Hi, Shay " I stood up for her as she took a seat across from me. She looked good, like really good its on been a month and a 1 week and she changing up on me. She was dressed all black with gold accessories. She had hair long that reached her ass. She looked good. "Hi, so what's up? What you had to tell me?" She looked at me. " first I would like to say am sorry for just leaving you, when I said I would be there for you " I said. "O, it's cool I heard you and Teya having a baby. Am happy for you" she replied I know she was hurt that I left her for Teya but we didn't want to say nothing. "Yea, she moved in and were good. We've been good. I love her Shay" I told her "that's good Alex am very happy for you. But I need my keys back and all my clothes I have at your house." I was so confused "what you mean" I stood up. "It's simply Alex its not hard to understand but I will adjusted for you." She looked at me from her seat."You walked out of my life for a month then you thought you can come back. You lefted when I needed you the most. We aren't friends. Friends, don't leave there friend when they just got raped Alex.... You knew I needed you. I didn't get no call nor text or nothing from you. I had to hear from Kevin that you got her pregnant.... Possibility my ass. You know what keep the clothes sell them do what you please, and the keys am just change the locks. Yes!!! You hurt me so damm bad that I will never forgive you. "She exclaimed " I don't want you in My life no more. I'm tired of putting so much effort in a relationship that you don't even care about your damm self. I'm not mad I'm just very pissted the fuck off that you couldn't even see how your SISTER was doing Don't call my phone don't even text me. Good bye Alex" She stood up kissed me on my check and lefted quickly. what just happened? did I just really lose her or is this a dream?

What y'all think? Should Alex fight for there relationship? Should Shay go out with Devan and make it officially?