Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 3

*Shay
And then I saw him.

My heart just stopped. He looked into my eyes and I looked into him . I was so freaking pissted. How dare he do this to me? I lefted him in New York for a reason. How did he find me? I got so scared as soon as church finished I grabbed the kids and got in the car.We was on are way. We dropped the kids at Aunties house she does family Sunday ever Sunday. I guess its a day where we sit down and just be a family . I told Alex to drop me at my house. He didn't know what was happening and I really didn't want to share it. The guy that I saw was my damm Ex boyfriend; When I saw him my whole heart broke to pieces once again I felt like my back was against the wall. I called Gladys and told her that am not home. I had to lie if I didn't she would've ask questions. I called my mother to ask her did she tell Quincy that I was in New York. Little did you know what she said to me. "Yes little girl, I told him where you were he was asking about you. And y'all looked good for each other , y'all were cute he keeped coming by here while I was trying to get my grove on so I told him so what? " This lady don't know what she just did to me. "Mama I really didn't like that. You wouldn't want me to tell daddy about your man so please don't tell anyone my stuff I moved down here to get away from my old life. The hell hold I was going Thur at New York." I shouted " LaShay Alexandra Jackson who the fuck you think you talking to. The fuck you got going on. Just like I gave you permission to go down there I can bring your fucking ass back. Now you anit fucking grown you only 16 turning 17 in a couple of months. I will dragged you by you little nappy nigga hair and let your ass know what's up. You anit to little to get your ass whoop. I anit Alex so get it str8" She angrily shouted I hung up on her face she was just talking shit and now I know that she gave him my address. Alex called me and I didnt pick up.

Next morning, I went straight to school I stayed low. I ignored every one that came up to me. Alex had 3 classes with me . he tried talking to me but I ignored him like nothing. I catched up on my work I had A's and 1 B+ Which was just messing with me. The school bell rung. I decide to walk home. I knew Alex was looking for me and I just anit want him to figure me out just yet.

"So you just going to leave me in New York without saying goodbye huh Shay? You didn't even tell me you was leaving. What you do that for huh? I guess you anit learn from last time. LaShay get in the car NOW" he screamed the streets was quite and my phone died while I was Beginning to walk. It was Quincy my ex he look good . but I wasn't doing that. I keep walking and ignored him. He droved down the street that I was walking to. He ran up to me. I started running the other direction I hated him and when I saw him he disgusted me so much. "Quincy put me down please. Please put me down." He dragged me to his car he opened the car door and put me in there. I knew better not to fight because I know he would Beat me up any way. He put me in my chair and put the seat belt on. He looked both ways checking for cars and people that was looking. He  didn't see anyone so he ran to the drivers seat, and drove. I was crying I was scared didn't know what was to come. In my heart I prayed to God that he would deliver me out this. "So you thought you could leave me? Huh Shay?" Boom! He slapped me "You know I went to your stupid house and tried to apologize to you. But when I went your hoe mother of yours said you left and wasn't back. I brought you flowers that night Shay so I just wasted $12 dallors on some cheap as flowers." He spoked. I didn't make any eye contact. He was screaming and yelling he got to the point where he just sat there and spitted on my face.

Next, we reached a place it was a nice home looked like it was kinda expensive. He got out the car and opened the door for me but be4 I got out he grabbed my hair. "You see all this people out here don't make no dam sense act like you know the dam place stupid bitch" He let my hair go. I shooked my head yes. I unblucked myself and walked straight to the door I waited for him to opened the door. He finally got to the steps of the door. And opened it he pushed me down the floor I manage to get on my back side as he closed the door. I tried to run but he grabbed I tried to fight back but it was no fucking point.

He yanked my hair and dragged me to a unknown room. It look like a bed room. He punched the shit out of my stomach. Making me scream even louder. He decide to get on top of me he put my arms under him so I could stop fighting. " I am sorry Quincy just please let me go" I said scared "Sorry, Baby girl but you left me and thought I wasn't going to find you." He punched me in my face repeatedly. He started to undress me I was screaming and crying "God, NO WHY? JESUS HELP...... ME PLEASE."  He managed to take my shirt off and just looked up at me and grin. He was crazy. I looked into his eyes and just saw someone I hated. I spitted in his face. "LaShay, I love you why can't you see that." He spoke as he choked the hell out of me he started banging my head on the floor. I tooked my hands that I easy slipped out of his reached. I poked his eyes and tried to find my way out but I couldn't see or find my way out. I passed out.

*Alex

I keep calling Shay phone and she didn't pick up non of my calls they all went straight to voice mail. I went to Gladys house and she wasn't there her bed didn't looked slept in . I called Gladys and ask her if she was with her and she said she havent seen here every since Monday morning which was yesterday. I started to get scared so I look Thur all are favorite spots and she wasn't there. She started acting different after church I tried to talk to her yesterday but she just ignore me. I called 911 reported that my best friend was missing. This wasn't like her she would never run away specially without telling me or Gladys.

They took a report "Are you going to search for her? Y'all need to find her" I spoked sternly "Hey sir, if she doesn't come back in 72hrs then there is nothing we can do" the officer spoked. "Hold up, hold they hell up. I pay my taxes so y'all fat ass's can earn a dam paycheck bro y'all better fucking do y'all job. She out there and I don't know where she at. Get off y'all lazy ass's and do y'all job. If not am do it my dam self " I spoked while entering my house and slamming the house door. I called Devan and ask if Shay was there. He said he saw her walking home yesterday after school but she didn't want to get in the car. She so fucking stubborn if I find her am kill her. I told him thanks and we said are goodbyes.

    "Grandma I'm leaving coming back."I said "Bring me some food" she yelled

I went to go find my damm best friend.

I would love if y'all you guys commented and told me how y'all feel. Give me some feed back
-Alex