Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 4

This will be a shorty Chapter sorry.

*Shay

I woked up with no clothes. I didn't have nothing on just laying on a bed. I woke up into a huge scream. I guess I was crying in my sleep. I was having a nightmare. I jumped off the bed n scearched for my clothes. I knew I didn't have sex. I found my clothes some where on the floor. It was dark in this room. I couldn't see nothing there was a window but it was locked. I tried to bust it open but it wasn't no point I didn't have the strength. I tried to find something heavy and  easy to go thur the window. Nothing that would make a lot of noise so Quincy know that I was up. I found a wooden chair behind the door of the closet. I smashed the glass window all of a sunden I heard Quincy yelling ask what was that noise. I quickly went Thur the window but a glass went Thur my stomach. I was in so much pain. I felt like a knife dived into my guts and just adjusted itself in my guts.

"Your bitch ass thought you was slick?" He grabbed me by my leg. He stood me up and pushed me to the walk once again choking the hell out of my neck. My blood was slowly dripping Thur my shirt and along Thur my pants. I had a unbearable pain. I tried screaming Quincy name to tell him to stop but he just choked harder in tell I fall on to the floor. I was unconscious for at least 10 mins until Quincy dropped a cold bucket of water on my head. "Uohhh" I tried to find air and catch my breath. " I love you LaShay, I just want the better for you,am that. I didn't put my time &  energy in this damm relationship for nothing...... So come on now baby take me back; Give me another chance am sorry for how I've been treating you but I knew you would act like this. I just want to talk " He said I looked at him I wanted to talk to As much pain I was in I would want to know why he did what he did to me and still doing it to me. "Alright, let's talk." I said I wanted to know the truth and why. I was locked in a damm dark bedroom bed so why not know why? "Okay there's my baby, so what up?" He said excitingly. see un like me I was sitten on a dam wet bed that had fallen on my head. I really wasn't in the mood for excitement, I was serious as hell. "Why did you rape me?, why did you abuse me?, why the hell you here?" I already knew how he found me so that wasn't a question to ask. "Here we go, I wanted you at the time you was a virgin that means no nigga out there put they dick up in you. You was pure. I wanted to be your first plus I knew you wasn't going to give it up so I took that shit like that, I abused you and still will is because you my bitch the hell. You do what I say and if you don't there is consequences, And am here of course because your here. I want to be where my baby's at I love you And I anit letting you go LaShay" he kissed my lips softly.I didn't give him feed back so he grabbed my hair in tightly and forced me to kiss him. "Now any other things you would want to know?" I shooked my head no as he looked into my eyes.

What was I suppose to feel? I didn't know how to react to this. He started feeling up on my inner thighs I started crying and trying to fight back but it was hopeless "Quincy Quincy No please. Don't do this am sorry for leaving you but please don't do this to me." ," Quincy no stop-" He slapped me I landed flat on the bed holding my face I cried even harder because I knew what's to come.

*Quincy

I can't believe am doing this shit man. I don't get paid enough for this. Yes I abused and raped the little girl but after I was done with her in the room she fail asleep. I didn't rape her again not now. I have to do this when I get my other half of my dam money. I usually don't do this to little girls. Am 19 kinda look young for my age but this exactly why I got the job. I usually just kill a nigga that owe me money or owe my family money. But I'm out the hood and out the family business I got to do my own shit. Who hired me to this job? Shay father. Hey I really don't care I don't feel bad thats not my problem nor place to ask questions I just get hired and do my job. Shay is a pretty girl but am going to quit this job after this I think am just get a normal job and just do me. My fake name is Quincy longon . my real name is Fredrick but family call me Fred. I got hired to rape her and abuse her that what was my job and that's what am doing. I feel sorry for the girl. But what doesn't kills you makes you stronger though. "Hello,yes sir shes in the room asleep.yes sir I did the instructions that you told me to. She was crying and screaming for help. No sir nobody saw me, I made sure of it." Boss or shall I say her dad told me to let her go in 6hrs but make sure that she escapes and not me just opening the door wide open to her to set free. I wasn't no damm fuc nigga I live in kings vill . I just want to make some cash just in case.

*Alex

"Jerome??? Do you know where your aunty went? She started looking weird after church did you see anything? I need to find her and I kinda need your help little man. If you tell me I will give you free horse rides until the day you die." I know little man saw something because in the car he was asking Shay was she okay. "Pinky promise?" "No boy you a guy you don't do no damm pinky promise ight. Now tell me and yes I promise"

"Well she started acting up when this man came. She starred at him the whole time he was there. And when we were leaving I asked her why was she in a rush and........ and.... And she was about to cry. But she didn't want to I told her big girls cry but she just laughed at wh-what I said. She pretended that nothing happen." He said who the hell could that be I thought i called Shay mom and she told me she talk to Shay Sunday after noon. She tried to act like she cared knowing damm well she don't. Then I called her farther and he didn't answer, "Mr.Jackson, is Shay in Los Angeles with you? She missing for about 3days now and I can't seem to find her. Call me back when you get this."

Today was Wednesday it was turning dark out here I really don't know what to do. Am getting scared man. But am not losing faith , I sat down and thought about one person Shay dome self could be scared about and that was Frederick. I know everything about him and yes I did fuck his ass up, I called Shays mom and I asked her nicely what happened Thur Shay conversation with her that Sunday afternoon. Then all hell broke loose.
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