Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 10

*Teya

Alex has been very annoying. I'm sexual frustrated, last night I was so embrasse I couldn't keep up with him. My hormones are over the top. One minute I want rough sex next is I hate him, and want him died. This baby is a blessing. I've cried almost Thur my whole pregnancy.

I love Alex and yesterday night I was bugging. I would love to be his wife someday but I don't want to push my limit. I was mad that he stop I wanted him to make love to me.... As much as I was trying to be a G and hold it in I couldn't. He rubbed my feet after sex, an ran me a hot bath.  When I got out I felt asleep on the bed.

I woke up so horny. Alex had his arm around me. I moved and went down. I took his manhood out his pants and placed it gently in my mouth. I push it down my thoart as much as it could go. started sucking on his dick. He started to wake up and his dick got hard. " Damm Shay.... Shit, go" I stop and looked at him. I know he didn't just call me Shay. I got off of the bed and close the door. I slid down the door and cried. "Damm am sorry Teya my bad. I am so sorry Teya. Opened the door" he yelled then he started banging. I am the soon to be mother of his child and he just called me Shay while In the middle of oral sex... I felt like shit.. I took a shower an cried in the shower.

I realize while I was getting out that I can't keep stressing myself out. I have a baby on the way and its not good for my or his health. I put on my clothes I ignore the hell out of Alex he just keep talking and kepy saying sorry.

"Baby I'm sorry it won't never will happen again" he said I stood up and look up at him while I put my hand over my belly " How would you feel if you was fucking the hell out of me and instead of saying your name I said Kevin name? Would you be mad?" I said sternly he looked at me like I was stupid "that's what I thought" I smiled my way out our room and headed to McDonald's after I ate I headed to pregnancy class. I was so tired I just want to give birth to my son. He's the only thing I have. God has blessed me. I just can't wait to have him.  I Am not stressing about Alex only thing I want him to be is a farther to my son. He doesn't have to be with me I just want him to take care of his son. I quickly rushed to the restroom. This boy is sitten on my bladder I felt like crap after I finished peeping I was done with my class and I was so hungry so I went to Chill's I bought 3 meals and ate them right there. A couple of men watched me while I was eaten, I felt so creeped out so I took the rest of my food to go.

*Alex

I can't believe I did that to Teya man she doesn't deserve all this man. She just been wanting more of my attention and Thur sex is how we do it now. But I was having a dream about Shay and then I felt someone's mouth on my dick and her name just popped into my mind. Then I realize I wasn't dreaming no more. I saw Teya looking at me am surprise she didn't slap me. Or cruse me out she just left and didn't even tell where she went its been hours now and am starting to get worried. I called her 50 times and left 15 voice mails ,sent 25 texts messages and no reply. She beening very peddy I said sorry.

"Where have you been Teya?" She drop her keys on the counter and headed straight  to our bed room. She looked like she was tired. "Alex am not in the mood alright" "when ever are you in the mood." She looked at me crazy and started taking her shoes off her feet. I grabbed her and pushed her to the wall "where the fuck where you?" I yelled as I slammed my hand on the wall. "I went to eat McDonald's then to my pregnancy class. After that I went to Chill's because your fucking son was hungry. I lefted Chill's because people was starting to look at me so I lefted to go to the park" I looked at her and she just looked into my eyes "if you want to hit me hit. I've been waiting for your ass anyways. Don't worry about it am leaving your ass." She said as a tears fell down her eyes. I let her pass, what have I become..... This nigga I am looking at in the mirror anit me. I didn't even bother saying sorry Teya was done with me. She grab her shit and stated in the guest bed room, she cried all night. I know because I was in front of the door. Man I really am a ass. I need to talk to someone fast.

I can't believe am about to call this girl. Shay and I well we haven't talked in 6months after she said her peace I lefted her alone.

Ring, ring

Shay:hello

Alex: Hi Shay

Shay: Hi Alex, long time. What's up?

Alex: Can we meet up

Shay:Yea am at my house well Devan house
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