Cold, & Alone. But still going to do me.

Chapter 19

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LaShay (Media)

*Alex

I have 3 kids . I only taking care of 2. La'Shay don't want me sending money nothing to my little boy Zyon. I'm trying to be a farther to my kid. She moved all the way across the world just because she didn't want to see my face no more. Her excuse is that she loves it down there. she doesn't want Zyon moving down to Flordia because he has friends ,school. But, I'm his farther; I begged her every night after i'm done talking to Zyon be4 he goes to bed. Can he move down here with me. Me and Teya got a lot of space for both of them. She just doesn't want nothing to do with me. Zyon haven't even met his two siblings yet.

(Ring)

Shay: Hey, what's up

Alex: Hi.... I was calling to ask you something?

Shay: Yea I've been meaning to talk to you about Zyon. I just been around the clock lately and Zyon is a handful.

Alex: Yea I know little man giving you headaches. I miss him Shay, I really want to be in his life. I know I messed up with you . At the end of the day let me be there for my son. I'm his farther. Can he spend every summer with me?

Shay: I'm okay with that Alex. You his farther I anit stopping you from being in his life. I love how you want to be in his life but I don't want my son flying back in forth on air plan ever time. He's only 1 . I have a job offer down in florida, I was thinking maybe we can be co-parents down there . I want to do this for the sake of my son. Cause I know you didn't have a farther, I don't want Zyon to not have his in his life. All those face times ;those goodnight check up calls aren't enough for my son. Fred is a good man to Zyon but at the end of the day you are Zyon farther. So maybe we can work something out. I'm moving down to florida in 2 weeks I want us to do this for are son. I want you to talk to Teya about Zyon meeting his brother & Sister. I want the best for my child so I will talk to you later on this I'm at work you caught me on break.

Alex: Thank you La'Shay, I will talk to Teya . If you want I can go down there. Help you move?

Shay: No it's okay. I have Fred and my boyfriend Wade to help me . I'm giving half of my stuff to the homeless . half of the things I bought I didn't use nor open. So they need them more then I do. My clothes I'm give them to the homeless as well. Just taking Zyon stuff and personal items. I'm buy the things I need while I'm in Fl but I have to go .

(Dail tone)

I'm see my son. I see him when I'm down in cali for business or if Shay's down for business in florida as well but I'm excited to see my son I'm talk to Teya about all this. Then tell my kids that the have a brother.

*Fred

I went to go pick up Shay from her Job . I really anit want her driving she said she was a little sick and she didn't want to drive. So I called my home boy Tryon to get Shay's car to drive to the house while I pick up Shay.

I opened the car door for her as I carried her things in my other hand she told me she was just sick something she ate at work.

I just trying to get her home so I can take care of her. She doesn't know that i'm In love with her because I don't show her that.

Shay: Thanks Freddy.

Fred: What I say about you calling me that shit?You welcome.

Shay: (Giggles) Okay I'm sorry but it's so cute.

I looked at her side ways and just laughed it all. I love her laughs she just so beautiful . Rest of the way we was jamming to some stupid songs her dome behind be listen to. We reached the house Zyon ran out to help me. I guess he was looking in thur the window. I opened the car door and he rushed for Shay.

Zyon: Hi mama!

Shay: Hi baby boy . What you doing outside?

He still can't talk like that and he just started to learn how to walk so he wants to do anything he can.

Wade: Little man what you doing ? Why the fuck you outside !! He yelled at Zyon

Shay: Who the fuck you yelling at?Not my fucking son I pushed out. You crazy or some shit.

Wade: Shay don't you fucking start with that shit.

Zyon being to cry and held Shay legs.

Fred: A Yoo!! Fuck nigga You cool and all that shit but You better calm your ass down.

Zyon: I just w-want you mommy. (He cried) He pow-pow me ( He pointed at Wade)

Shay: (Looked up) You touched my son you. Bitch you lost your fucking mine. What gave you the dam reason for you to do that.

before she could finish her sentence I punched the nigga straight in his jaw. He dropped really quick. Shay grabbed Zyon went inside with him. Shay went upstairs with Zyon . Zyon was crying showed Shay where Wade hit him. she just rocked him to bed feed him , changed his dipper. He was sound asleep.

30 mins later I see Shay grabbing any thing of Wade's burning and ripping them apart.

Wade: What Are you doing with my stuff.

Shay: ( Shay looked at him stupid) I bought this things for you.I can take them away. the rest of your shit if you want them go get them be4 I feed Matt it (Dog) you know he's a chewer.

Wade took Shay and drop her on the floor and choke the shit out her.

Boom-boom

Fre: You want to hit females now.

I fucked his ass up 20 mins cops came . I left him with 3 broken ribs . I busted eye. I broke his arm and broke his fingers on his right hand. I would of done more but Shay told me to stop. they took him to jail.Shay filed a report on him because of Zyon. She wasn't worried about her. she just wanted to make sure her kid was okay.

Nock nock-

Shay: come in

She was cuddle up with Zyon she had to put Ice on Zyon wristed.

Shay: I thought I could catch a break. I moved down here because I wanted to start fresh with my son. I wanted him to get everything I didn't have.( she started to cry. Zyon was still asleep)

I grabbed her and took her to the bathroom I sat her down on top of the sink.

Shay: Just hold me okay.

I did what she asked of me and held her.

Shay: Tighter please.

I didn't want to hurt her so I just held her a little bit more.

I grabbed some Ice a cloth to put on her neck.

Fred: I love you La'Shay I'm really sorry for all this.

Shay: (Looked at me) I love you to Fred you've been the best friend to me and you've been a great person to Zyon.

She loves me as a best friend not how I want her to love her. It kidda sucks but it's whatever. I showed her the pictures and text message of wade cheating on her. she thanked me and she just wanted to sleep with her son. She took a shower. I gave her some medicine for her stomach and just gave her a heating pad because she has sickle cell . Her back was hurting , Wade dropped her on the floor that caused it. I carried her in the bed . She got closer to Zyon and held him and cried. she asked me to join but I said no then she looked deep into my eyes and asked me again. I joined held her tight ,kissed her forehead told her she be alright because I got her. we both fell asleep.