Shifting Diary

Night 33 update: December 29, 2020

I felt some strong symptoms last night, ones that I haven't felt in a while. 

Within just ten minutes of laying down and repeating affirmations, it felt like someone was interlacing their fingers with mine on my left hand. I also kept hearing noises that couldn't have come from my cr. I heard footsteps and breathing and even some talking that I couldn't really hear that well. And then again, about five minutes later, it felt like someone was rubbing their finger against my cheek.

Then, after realizing that I am not tired enough to fall asleep, I watched tiktok for about an hour. After beginning to feel tired and sleepy, I turned the sub back on and laid in bed. But then an ad came on the video and I turned it off. Because I absolutely hate ads in shifting subs, it messes me up. If only I could find one that works and has no ads. 

So after that, I just said affirmations and visualized. Eventually, I fell asleep but did not shift. I did dream of Hogwarts though, so I'll take that as a good sign. 

Now that I think about it, I've been dreaming about Hogwarts/shifting/Draco every single night for like the past week. I'm pretty sure this is a good sign. 

I will take today to find a sub without any ads in it. And if you guys have any recommendations please do comment.