I got so much closer than I have before. I thought I had gotten close but after last night I realized I am now so much closer than I have been before.
I scripted and listened to my subs for about an hour, then I got comfy and did the raven method. At around 50 I got numb and felt disconnected from my current realty, then at around 70 I felt really really numb, it felt like I was floating, then I started to get twitches and my hands kept feeling really tingly. At one point I thought I heard voices, this time it couldn't have been the subs because they didn't have any voices in them and it couldn't have been my family because they were all asleep. To be honest, it freaked me out a little bit, I thought my brothers had come into my room or something. After I counted to 100 I kept saying to myself "I am shifting" and thinking about my dr. At this point, I felt like I was halfway in my dr and halfway in my cr, so I kept saying affirmations in my head. Then my ear started to hurt (because I had my AirPods in and they were being pushed into my ear by the pillow) so I took one of them out and moved my arms and legs which disrupted the whole process. I was going to get comfy again and start over but I was too tired, at this time it was about 12am.
Good luck guys, gals, and non-binary pals!
I believe in you!
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