Shifting Diary

Night 35: January 6, 2021

Hey guys, I know it's been a while but I am back. I took a break because honestly I wasn't really feeling it, but now I am ready to try again! 

Last night I got super close, one of the closest times yet. I wasn't even trying that hard at all, which proves how little shifting takes. 

Anyway, so I was visualizing and thinking about my dr while falling asleep, not necessarily to shift, but I like to make scenarios in my head while I fall asleep. And as I was thinking about my dr, I felt myself drift, and I felt so much lighter. I could also feel my surroundings change, and I didn't have trouble pretending that I was in my dorm, it was as if I was there already. After a few minutes, thinking about my dr felt so natural, as if it was my cr life. When I noticed that thinking about my dr felt real, a super bright light appeared. It looked like a big circle of yellow light with a black circle in the middle. It only lasted about two seconds because when it appeared I got super excited and was thinking in my head, OMG, I think I'm shifting. So then after it disappeared, I tried thinking about my dr again. A few minutes later, my heart started beating super fast, I could feel it against my chest. And then I started getting really hot, and my bedroom was not hot. So after I couldn't take it anymore I took off the covers and tried to fall asleep normally. 

Last night was the first time I've seen a light that bright. I have seen lights while shifting before but this one was way different. It was so much more distinct and bright. Last night was also the second time I've gotten a heat flash while shifting. I've never read something that says heat flashes are a symptom but the both times I've gotten them while shifting, I've been very close to succeeding.