Night 20: November 26th, 2020

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I got really close again! I did my shifting routine and then started my subs and did the raven method. During the raven method, I felt numb, like I was levitating, twitches, bright lights, I even heard Draco say something. After the raven method, I did the I am method because I was not tired enough. During that, I felt the same symptoms I did while doing the raven method. 

Then I started feeling sick and was up all night because of my anxiety about throwing up. 

But I was really close, I heard Draco. I don't know what he said, but I was there. I have to stay positive, although it's hard, I miss him and I've never met him. 

don't cry don't cry don't cry. 

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