Night 24: December 3rd, 2020

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So I was doing the raven method last night, and it felt like my body was being lifted out of my cr body and I could feel my surroundings change. I was twitching and numb, and it felt like the room was spinning. I also got a headache during this. After counting, I just kept thinking about my dr and repeating I have shifted in my head. It kind of felt like I was going through a portal and like I was almost there. Then music started playing from my brother's room and I could literally feel myself drop back into my cr body and I could feel my surroundings change back to my cr bedroom. To say I was pissed is an understatement. 

Then I just decided to try again. This time I only felt numb, but also I felt like someone was breathing on my hand. So I blew air from my mouth to see if it was me and I couldn't feel it. Then I decide to just go to bed because I was tired and had to get up early this morning. 

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