Shifting Diary

Night 34: December 31, 2020

Something really weird happened last night. Oh, and happy new years lol. 

Anyway, I fell asleep while saying affirmations. I remember having several dreams, one of them is not important, but the other dream, I have had it before. And while I was dreaming, since I have dreamt it before, I knew what was coming and I was preparing for it. At the beginning to the middle of the dream, it did not feel real, just like a dream (this 'dream' had nothing to do with harry potter btw). But towards the ends of the dream, I kept asking myself, is this me having shifted or just dreaming? Because I could feel everything, my steps on the floor felt so real and the fur of the kitten I was holding felt very real, I could also feel the purrs of the kitten against my chest. I thought I had shifted, so immediately I tried shifting from there to Hogwarts. And every single time I would think of Hogwarts, the world around me would like melt away and then my eyes would flutter awake in my cr. But then after my eyes fluttered awake in my cr, I still wanted to shift so I brought myself back to the 'dream/reality', and still every time I would try shifting to Hogwarts, the same thing would happen and I would wake up in my cr. Eventually, I just wanted to wake up for real instead of going back and forth, so I woke up in my cr. 

I don't really know what happened, I may have shifted, or I may have lucid dreamed. I have never lucid dreamt in my life, ever. So either that or I just accidentally shifted! Let me know what you think. 

I think I'm getting close to shifting to Hogwarts, this is definitely the closest I've ever gotten (that is if I actually shifted or not)!