January 03, 2018
Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Brought my ex to our child's columbarium. — a thread
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07:45 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaOn the way pa lang talaga kami. Im: nervous af 😔
07:46 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaThree years after our break up, this is the first time that we will go out together. I appreciate his efforts on making the ambiance a little lighter kahit na nararamdaman ko na kinakabahan din siya.
Yes, Xavi. I can feel it. I know that you are scared. And as much as I want to hold you, I can't... love.
07:48 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaNatatakot ako na hindi mo ko mapatawad pagdating natin sa kolumbaryo ni Uno. Natatakot akong marinig mo ang paliwanag ko at mga nalaman ko pagkatapos ng lahat ng to. Gusto kong ayusin natin to pero ayokong ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sayo. Baka kasi imbes na mahalin mo ko, masumbatan mo ko sa nangyari sa anak natin.
07:50 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMaria📍 Santuario Columbarium, Manila
08:15 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaTouchdown. 🥺
Anak, nandito na si Mommy at Daddy. Finally! (alam ko)
08:17 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaXavi: love ang weird ng taste mo ha? Ang aga mo na makipag-date sa akin, dito pa? Ito ba nagawa ng tatlong taon sayo?
08:20 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaXavi: Wag ka bababa, pagbubukas kita ng pinto *pagkababa ng kotse, natulala ng 10 seconds bago naka-ikot sa sasakyan para buksan ang pinto*
Xavi: *in-offer ang kamay para alalayan ako* bakit nanlalamig ka? Love, sino ba pupuntahan natin dito?
08:23 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaTANGINA XAVI! NANGANGATOG TUHOD KO WAG MO KO BIBITAWAN HUHU WAG MO RIN AKO SAKTAN NG PISIKAL PLS
08:24 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaAt ngayon... nakatulala na lang siya. 😔😔😔
08:25 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaFirst time mag-meet ng mag-ama ko. 🥺🥺🥺 Lord baka pwede naman makahingi kahit kaunting reaksyon o emosyon mula kay Xavi.
08:27 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaKonting oras lang hiningi mo pero mahigit treinta minutos na yata mula ng iwan mo ko. Love 😭
09:03 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaKung akala mo di kita nakikita, nagkakamali ka. Love mas gusto kong makipag-away ka sakin kaysa ganyan ka 😭😭😭
09:08 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaI'm sorry love for telling you too late. I know Uno is happy now. Sana pareho tayong masaya for Uno. 💙
09:10 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaAn hour later...
09:27 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaHe finally stood up.
10:00 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaAll this time, I was just patiently waiting. I was patient. And this is probably the most depressing feeling we've both experienced. This is the first time I've seen Xavi this anguished.
10:01 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaOff to... I don't know where. 😔
Xavi's holding my hand but I felt like he's not here with me. Feeling ko sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam na ganito siya. Like, he's physically here but inside, he's... dead.10:03 AM • 03-01-2018
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|Abbi 🐢 🔒 @AbbiMaria
Replying to @AbbiMariaI'm sorry love. I hope... I really hope you'll feel better soon.
10:05 AM • 03-01-2018