Who Are You?

Chapter 38

Liam's POV

Maddie and I wave as the other four leave my home.

Shutting the door behind us, I turn to her. "Well that was a lot of fun! They're really nice!"

She nods and hums a "mhm" in agreeance. "They're really sweet."

I immediately notice that something's up. She's not acting her normal, bubbly self. I take her hand and look at her. "Is everything ok, sweetheart?"

She nods, "I'm fine. I just kind of wish you would trust me more when I say that I love you," she says sadly hugging me.

I rub her back and breath in her sweet scent. She smells like vanilla, and I love it.

"I do trust you baby. I'm trying my hardest not to put my walls up, but it is really hard. My dad permanently ruined my perception of love and trust for quite some time, and I'm working on fixing it. You make it a lot better though," I say, burying my face into her neck and leaving small, soft kisses on it.

"Well I'm glad to hear that," she smiles, "I just really want you to be able to trust me. I'll never hurt you like your dad does. I'll never hurt you period. And that's a promise. I couldn't bear to do that to you."

I stay in this beautiful space of love and trust for a while before answering back. I want to cherish every moment I have with my angel. I want to spend every second like it's our last. I want to show her how much I love her. I'm just not exactly sure how to do that. In the mean time, I can show her small portions of how much I love her, while I figure out how to reveal the true depth of my affections.

"Do you wanna hear a song I wrote about you?" I smile, tugging on her hand.

"Well of course I do! Your songs are always beautiful," she kisses my cheek.

I pull her up to my room, where I deposited my keyboard earlier. We sit on my bed and I start to play her the song I wrote.

"Hearts still beating but it's not working, it's like a hundred thousand voices that just can't sing, tried to love, but I feel nothing, oh my heart is numb, but with youu, I feel again," I sing.

I finish up the song and smile at her. "Did you like it?"

"Oh Liam, it's beautiful!" She tackles me with a kiss, making us both fall back into the bed. Her pink lips taste amazing on mine.

I cup her cheeks as the kiss get a deeper, and she runs her hands through my hair. I'm surprised when I feel her tongue run along my bottom lip, but I enjoyed it very much to say the least.

I don't know how far she wants to take this, but however far she wants to go is how far I want to go.

We continue our heated kiss until we hear a doorbell.

We break away from each other and I look out my window, my eyes widening as I take in who is at my door.

Zayn.

{WOAH SO MIAM HAD A HEATED MOMENT THERE ONLY TO BE INTERRUPTED BY ZAYN I WONDER WHATS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT WOAH

Anyways hello, thanks for reading ily all

Ps. Maddie's dead hahahah}