Havoc

The dangers of the ourdoors

|Ella's POV|

This camping trip went from me being hella fucking excited to wanting to crawl under a moving train.

I can't believe Calum would invite him.

I specifically told everyone he wasn't coming.

Calum being a little stubborn shitface had to go and invite him, yeah sure there bestmates and Cal wanted him here, but the matter of the fact is...I fucking hate him, more than I have ever hated anyone, or anything.

"Ella, we need to talk" Luke's voice booms through the small living area as I unpack my belongings into the drawers.

I sigh in defeat as his blonde quaffed head pops through the doorway.

"What?" I snap "I'm a little busy and frankly, I don't feel like getting whip lash from all your hurtful words" i throw my shirts into one draw and slam it shut. Turning towards him crossing my arms over my chest.

"Jesus Ella, how many times are you going to be a bitch this weekend?" He smiles.

I shrug "maybe I'll stop when you do"

"I Have"

"Lie" I laugh. "You havnt stopped anything, your a jerk whom lives off of people's deprived feelings! You are a pathetic, self pitted asshole who can't bare to stand not having anyone, so you go around acting like you have a fucking golden floor to eat off and that your better than everyone else! We all know the real you Luke, we know your past, and we can sure as hell predict your future!"

"And what's my future little miss prissy?" He smirks leaning on the door frame crossing his arms over his lanky chest.

I always told myself I would never scoop down to his level, but I can't keep it tamed anymore, the fear and the hurt has been caged for a while when I fell apart when Calum came over that was a small piece that had escaped...the big bang was get to come and I had a bad feeling that Luke would unlock the cage and let my demons escape, hurting anyone in their way.

"You are going to end up alone...and forgotten. No one wants a guy like you, a guy that isn't worth it. Your a complete and utter waste of everyone's time. You are going to have
no one Luke. You don't understand that you can't stall your way through life and pretend like that's what you want! The way you act, the way you speak, and the way you treat people, people your supposed to care about-it's complete bullshit!" I know you somewhat care for those certain people, but listen to me when I say they don't give a single fuck...About you." I spit the last sentence with venom as I throw the the shirts that are in my hand onto the bed violently and storm past Luke giving him the glare he knows all too well.

"Ella!" He calls out as I keep walking, grabbing my car keys from the bench and running towards my car.

"Ella hey, Where are you going!?" Zoe asks running towards me.

I come to a halt when I reach my car.
Zoe slowly stops running and jogs the rest of the way placing her hand on the bonnet.

"Where are you going? What's happened?" She asks genuine concern rushing through her eyes.

"Don't wait up" I shrug getting into the car. Zoe backs up as I turn the ignition and the car comes to life.

I pull out of the driveway and drive down a long dirt path.

Music blares loudly through my speakers as i continue my root through random dirt roads.

Gliding through that dirt road and this one, turning suddenly when a new road appears. My mind is racing as I continue to think of Luke's pathetic attitude and it makes me more mad. How can someone like him even dare say the things he does to someone like me? I have got nothing left. Nothing he can take away from me that hasn't already been taken.

I slow my driving down as I pull into a small confined space between the forest and the road.

I get out and run towards the bright green fluorescent tree's.

He really does bring out the worst in me. I said so many hurtful things.
That I can't take back.
He's said so much worse to me before but I'm not like him, and I actually feel bad for what I've done.

I may not have the greatest life, or the greatest family.

But I do have the greatest friends. And I guess there all I need right now, considering I've got no no els.

Luke may be a reason for me to lose my shit...but he will not be the reason I do.

If I lose my shit, I'll make sure it's over something that matters.

Not someone that doesn't. It sounds disgusting, it sounds rude, it sounds even completely disgraceful... that I would even say these things about him. But I assure you, that kid will never mean anything to me, so I have no reason as to be nice.

I may not have a family anymore, or a place to call ''home' but I've got a certain group of people who are my family now.

And I'm gradually starting to accept the fact that I'm truly not alone.

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Omg. This chapter. I seriously can't deal with how pathetically shit.It.is.
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Haha, I'm so sorry you guys have waited almost 2 weeks for this junk. 🔪

I seriously just can.not think of something to write. Like for example... What the fuck in a duck do I were for the next chappy? I don't know, that's what. -.- like ARGH. 🙈

Hopefully I think of something and get writing...but again, I'm sorry for the shittyness yal. 💩💩🔫

Love always

-Maddie xx 💕