Havoc

Making serious dates

|Ella's POV|

"I kissed him" I admit taking a deep breathe and waiting for the girls to reply.

"Wow Ella, it takes guts to make the first move, what happened?" Taliah asks.

We're sitting in a small circle with pizza, candy, soft drinks, chips, chocolate and ice cream all in the middle of us, and it might seem gross but us girls just eat everything at once, we put our chips in ice cream, put chocolate on pizza, just because we like to be different and try to make new things. Trying to make totally different flavours work. It reminds me of Calum and I in a way. You see, he's a jock, not really good at school, loves partying and sex. Me on the other hand I love going outside and taking in the scenery, I'm not fond of partying and I'm a virgin, but somehow, in some weird mysterious way, our flavours together make a beautiful combination. I have developed strong feelings for Calum
And I never thought I could actually like him this way again, it feels like back in seventh grade, except now, I can tell he feels the same way about me. The way he looks at me, and smiles at me when he thinks I don't notice, the way he genuinely laughs at all my horrible jokes, just the way he's different around me, makes me know he feels the same, and these little details are worth noticing when you like someone.

"Well, I told you about my break down when I completely lost my shit and broke everything, it was after that" I reply eating some more pizza.

"That was a week ago, why didn't you tell us about the kiss when you told us about the break down?" Brooke asks. Her expression unreadable, as if she has no real comment to why I hid the kiss.

"I was afraid you guys would be judgmental, I know your my bestfriends and all but I still get the feeling you guys don't appreciate me and Calum the way I need you to" they are my best mates but it's true. The look the girls give him all the time, it just makes me feel like they still hate him for everything he did, but they need to remember it wasn't just Calum who hurt me, it was all the boys.

"We're happy as long as your happy, I personally don't like him...a lot, but he's honestly growing on me, I mean yesterday you guys wouldn't stop exchanging glares all flirtatious and shit throughout the movies, and don't for a second think I didn't catch you holding hands and playing with each others fingers" Brooke laughs and grabs a slice of pepperoni supreme pizza.

"Well, just promise you guys will tell me when it's getting too much, I don't want him to come Between us...and don't hate me for this weekend" I mumble the last sentence looking away, continuing with my
Pizza slice.

"What's happening this weekend, what did you do?" Taliah sighs giving me a stern look.

"I may have turned our double date into a whole weekend camping" I reply as sly as ever my grin growing in hopes they both agree "I invited Harry and Zayn...along with Calum, Zoe and Liam" I smile wider.

"No." Taliah sternly disagrees.

"What the f- why!?" I whine getting a little annoyed.

"Because you know how I feel about Liam, I'm not going. And it will just be awkward because him and Zoe have a thing now." She explains looking upset. But she can't back out, I need her there.

"Taliah, you have Harry now, don't worry about them, it hurts me to say it as much as it is for you to hear it, but you need to get over it. It's been two years, he's apologised and everything, you guys are friends, just seriously don't worry, like I said Harry will be there right by your side kissing your worries away"

"Shut up" she blushes and looks down at her fingers playing with them.

"We're going Taliah" Brooke laughs. "I think we all need to just get away, did you invite Ashton?" She adds, her eyes piercing through me.