Havoc

Broken

|Calum's POV|

After the call Ella gave me I instantly go and search for my keys.

I shuffling around couch pillows, throwing papers out of the road...

"Uh, what are you doing?" Mali Asks

"Piss off would 'Ya' Jesus Mali" I say and go over I the kitchen bench and lift up all the mail to loo for my keys which are hidden under them all.

"Oh for god sakes Calum, stop being a fucking dick all the time would you!?" She yells and runs up the stairs.

I shake my head and open the front door and to my car.

On the way there, I was wondering what was going to happen? I mean I don't really have a reason on why I kept this from her, apart from Ashton wanting me to stay quiet...

On my way to Ella's I swear I got every fucking red light possible and by the time I was at her house I was even more frustrated...that was until I heard all the crashing and yelling and crying.

I ran towards the house to see what was happening and when inside I completely froze.

Broken shit was everywhere, I mean glass here, and paper over there and don't forgot the bloody stool over on the living room.

"Ella!" I yell and she turns to face me and her eyes are full of complete sadness, frustration, hatred and fury.

She's crying. She crying so much and it's all because of what? Ashton? Me? Her family?

"What are you doing!?" I yell once again this time getting her to walk closer to me.

"You, fucking prick!" She yells pushing me a little "you fucking inconsiderate asshole!"

"Listen to me, would you! Jesus Ella stop throwing things!" she grabs another stool and throws it.

"I'm so mad at you! Argh why did you keep it from me!" She yells. "My mothers a little fucking whore! Who's dead! And also my dad had to go through all this pain and now he's dead! Everything is so fucked! Fuck!"

"Calm down!" I try to grab her and she pulls away and starts pushing at me.

"Your a fucking prick!" She yells pushing me again.

"Stop!" I try again to grab her but she frees herself and pushed me, again this time a little harder.

"Fuck you!" She yells again and starts heavy breathing. She pauses while her hands are places on my chest and her breathing gets slower. "Fuck you." She Whispers and closes her eyes.

She slowly walks away, plopping herself into the floor as she slowly places her head in her hands...and cries.

I stay there looking at the girl who I love...sit there with so much emotion...

I walk over to her ever so slowly and sit next to her. I sigh and look at her, her head still in her hands as she cries some more.

"I'm sorry Calum..." She whispers and looks up at me "I-I pushed you...I'm so sorry." She cries and places her head into her hands once again.

"I deserved it" I say "I lied to you and I shouldn't have, I know I betrayed your trust, but I did it for Ashton...he's my mate Ella and he wasn't ready to tell you and I had to wait. I'm sorry" I explain.

"How long have you known?" She asks still not looking at me.

"About three years" I state closing my eyes.

"Wow." She replies "that's a long time." She pauses "why did you tell Ash to tell me if you knew he still wasn't ready?"

"Because I thought you were" and with that simple answer she looks up at me. such a pale face, red rimmed eyes, soggy-red cheeks, and somehow she still managed to have perfect features.

"Does it look like I'm ready" she stifles a laugh...small but audible.

"I think you are yes, your just handling it, in your own way" I answer truthfully.

She stands up and walks over to pick up the mess she made.

she threw a...lamp?

My god Ella.

"I'll do it, you go clean yourself up, have a shower" I say, standing to my feet and walking towards the cupboard to grab the broom.

She just looks at me. The emotion still evident In her eyes.

"It's fine, I'll do it" she states.

"Go" I say and start brooming all the glass and paper and everything else.

She nods and walks upstairs. I hear the shower turn on shortly after and I continue cleaning.

After a whole of thirty minutes, Ella comes down, looking slightly more fresh, but I know by looking at her that she had been crying in the shower. Her eyes are bloodshot and still evidently rimmed red.

By the time she got down here I was finished cleaning the floor and I was putting the stool back at the bench.

"Hi" I say and give her a small smile.

"Hi" she states and smiles a smaller smile back.

"Are you feeling a little better?" I ask.

She avoids my gaze. "You didn't have to clean it all, you didn't even have to do anything, I'm the fool that made it all" she replies also avoiding my question.

"It's the least I could do after I lied to your face." I say and bite my bottom lip.

She just stands there in her baggy grey jumper and short love heart pyjama pants with fuzzy orange socks, looking at me. Doesn't say anything. Just simply looks at me.

I stare back taking in her appearance as she looks a lot calmer now.

She lets out a sigh rubs a hand over her forehead and softly holding the brink of her.

"Want to sit down and watch a movie?" I ask. "Get your mind off things for a bit? I'll even pay for pizza" I say.

"You don't have to stay Calum, I know your mad at me." She looks away and wraps her arms around her small body.

"I'm not mad at you, but I know your still mad at me, so I have to stay and make you feel better...I also don't want you damaging anything els" I laugh.

She lets out another stifled laugh as she nods her head and walks into the living room.

I follow her out and place 'let's be cops' into her PS3 and grab the control and remote from the floor.

When I sit next to her she's on the phone ordering pizza.

"Yeah, just that ThankYou" she replies and hangs up the phone. "It's In my name" she tells me" and I only ordered one"

"Okay" I say and start the movie.

I quickly check the time...

8:25pm.

Looks like it's a long night ahead.

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{EDITED}
Okay! So I tried my hardest to make her seem really angry, and sorry for all the swearing, she angry. It happens. :')

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