Songs for this chapter:
Crazy 'bout you- Jessie J
Adore you- Miley Cyrus
400 LUX- LordeYay! Took me a million and 8 years to find these songs -.- hahaha, enjoy the lame chapter anyway x
_________________|Ella's POV|
*a week later*
Realisation hits me as soon as my eyes open, intertwined with Calum under the blanket, my heart begins to sink to my stomach. I'm not ready to leave, this place is like an escape, now I have to say goodbye for another year or so until I have another breakdown or feel like I'm alone again.
Holidays are almost over, and my life must resume its formal purpose as a senior student in the cruel civilised world.I lift Calum's arm off me and give him a soft kiss on his cheek before getting out of bed.
I creep downstairs hoping not to disturb anyone's slumber and silently walk outside. I take a deep breathe, breathing in the fresh smell of pure perfection. It's early, too early to be awake, but my heart tells me I need to be here, looking at the dull sky as its early colour fills my sight. It was raining last night, so the grass and trees have an extra strong scent to them, making my smile light up.
I run to the lake, being careful not to trip over any big rocks.
I stop as soon as I reach the start of the jetty, my heart race increases as an idea pops into my head. I laugh to myself, unsure at the thought but completely insane enough to do it.
I start taking off my shirt, leaving me topless and bare chested. I laugh again, my cheeks heating even though I know no one will be awake at 4:12 in the morning.
"I can't believe I'm about to do this!" I laugh.
I start running again...down the jetty, stripping off my pants and nickers as I get closer to the edge, without a second thought...I dive straight into the water.
A shiver creeping up my spine as soon as I jump in, the coldness bringing a stinging feeling to my skin, but the adrenaline causes the pain to ease.
My head comes up, I take a deep breathe, laughing once again.
"Oooh shit" I shiver, with a bright smile, my teeth chattering.
I swim, I swim for what feels like the first time in forever. I used to love swimming, I swam all the time when my parents were alive...it was my mums favourite thing to do.
Before she died, She stopped swimming altogether, I have no idea why, I mean she would be swimming when I got home from school, on weekends, even at night when she was in the mood, but that all stopped suddenly, and after she died I saw no purpose in doing it...sure I loved it, I really love it, I still do, but I feel like I shouldn't be here swimming when my mum can't. It's just never felt right.
But right now, right this very moment, the water surrounding my every move eases that thought, mum wouldn't want me to never swim again, she wouldn't want me to stop doing what I love just because she can't. I should be swimming...For her.
I imagine that she's here with me, swimming in the water, finally being able to breathe again.
I dive under the water and come back up, feeling the liquid trickle down my face.
"I wish you were here mum, I know how much you love this lake, and I just wish you had gotten one last chance to do what you loved" I sigh, swimming over to a piece of drift wood.
I pick it up, throwing it into the jetty, realising my clothes are gone.
I furrow my brows, confusion flooding my brain causing me to bite my lip.
"What the hell?" Swimming closer to get a better look, I realise that I've thrown them into the water. "You have got to be fucking...Kidding me." Once again i furrow my brows and put my hand on my face, pinching the brink of my nose then rake my hand through my wet tousled hair.
I put my hands on the jetty boards lifting myself up.
"Your naked" a voice startles me and I fall back. "Ella your naked!" he laughs coming closer to me.
I get up covering my boobs with my arm and my lower half with my hand.
"Why are you out here!?" I ask, my cheeks flushed, I'm so embarrassed.
"Why are you, out here?" He teases "naked"
"Yes I'm naked. Stop pointing it out!" I rush the words hoping he'll go inside.
"Want me to get you some dry clothes and a towel?" He asks smirking.
"That would be nic- wait what are you doing?" I start and change my wording once Calum starts to take his pants off.
"Going for a swim, it's 4:32 in the morning, I think it would be a nice wake up call" he shrugs as if it's not a big deal.
"Calum" I state, it's clear in my face that I'm confused and frustrated.
"What?" He smiles taking his shirt off leaving him in his boxers.
I sigh closing my eyes. "Your annoying you know that right? Like really, really annoying." I shake my head emphasising the words 'really'.
"Your naked" he smirks going to pull off boxers.
"Calum!" I yell looking away, acting like I've never seen his penis before.
I start to laugh at the 'oh so' ironic situation were in.
He start to walk closer to me, I walk backwards, smiling.
Calum warps his arms around me, kissing up my neck and my jaw line.
"Nice bum" he whispers lowering his hands and giving my butt a squeeze.
I go to reach up to him, to place my arms around his neck but he suddenly pushes me back, I stumble into the water and when I come up from under the water, Calum jumps in right next to me.
Once his head pops out, I take no time as to swim over and hit his shoulder.
"Your an ass!" I laugh.
"And I like your ass" he smiles giving me a quick kiss on the lips before swimming away gracefully.
I shake my head, biting my lip.
"He acts like such a kid" I laugh, swimming after him.
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{unedited, I don't edit so I don't know why I even bother to put that in because you know I'm lazy and will never edit anyway}😂Filler chapter!
I know nothing...at all...happened in this chapter but, meh.
The next Chapter will be when they arrive home, because I'm to lazy to write about their whole journey back 😂🙌
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> comment if you wish, up to you.😊So...Its raining and I'm cold as fuck, and maddie is bored as SHIT! (Yes I referred to myself in third person) so Yeh :) SURPRISE BITCHEZ! 🙌😘
Love always
-Maddie xx 💕
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