Havoc

Done

Please don't hate me for updating so late!
Ily, you little penis heads xx

This photo of luke though. 😂🔫
I wanna die it's so cute! 😍😍😍😍

|Ella's POV|

The words left my mouth like they were natural. But in all honesty, I don't know what secrets he is keeping. I guess I don't know much at all about him.

A loud knock is heard from downstairs at the front door. "I'll be outside" I huff getting up and running downstairs and out to the backyard. The hammock sways viciously as the cold harsh winds brush up against it. I walk over and lay in it. Closing my eyes and just breathe. Deep breathes to just relax. It's so peaceful out here. Really the only noises being heard are the natural sounds, like the birds and the wind hittig the tree's leaves. My mind begins to slowly shut off when the backdoor quietly gets opened. I groan slightly, wishing I could just be left alone.

"What?" I ask attempting to sound less annoyed and pissed off.

He stays silent. I'm suddenly a little too afraid to open my eyes. The familiar cologne proving its the person i least want to see. He walks over to me. I gulp at his sudden close proximity. I don't know what to do. It's so awkward, I mean when couples fight do they somewhat go like this? I don't know what to do.

I open my eyes to look at him. His big brown orbs piercing into mine. Oh how I've missed his eyes. He slowly crouches down, staring at me intently. I close my eyes slowly as his hand reaches up and caresses my right cheek.
"I'm so sorry baby" he whispers. I try not to cry. This all being to overwhelming. "I've done some stupid things, and I didn't want you to get involved" he adds, the pad of his thumb stroking my higher cheek area.

I lean up, his hand falling to his lap. I stand to my feet as does he. "Say something" he breathes hopelessly.

"I can't do it" I whipser looking at my bare feet.

"What do you mean?" He rushed, grabbing my hand and intertwining our fingers and moving them to his chest. I look up at him. His eyes horrified. I stare at him trying to keep my emotions in.

"You can't do this to me Calum. You slept with me and then suddenly drop off the face of the earth. Neglecting me. Declining my calls, ignoring my texts. You can't think I'd just forgive you. You hurt me. You literally slept with me and then stopped communicating with me. Do you see the problem here? I thought you only wanted me for sex! Like I was just some toy you wanted until you used it up" I admit pulling my hand out of his grip and stepping back.

"You aren't some toy to me Ella. I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you, I was dealing with some shit. I didn't want you getting involved. I said I've made mistakes but you were not one of them!" He promises reaching out for my hand once again but I step back again, my eyes brimming with tears, blurring my vision.

"Why did you let me think I was nothing to you? Why did you ignore me Calum?" I ask. My words laced with venom as a single tear strides down my cheek.

"I told you, it was just-" he sighs shaking his head "just some stuff" he closes his eyes and pinches the brink of his nose before looking at me once again, his brown orbs 'drowning' me. A small disappointed smile creeps into my face briefly as he looks at me with confusion.

"You can't even be honest with me. So much for thinking you've changed Calum. Your still the same asshole from seventh grade" I spit walking away.

"Ella wait!" He says walking behind me. I attempt to open the door but Calum's hand slams it shut. "I have changed! I changed for for you. I'm sorry if I'm not what you wanted me to b-"